Help Keep Lily Home: Attorney Fees

I recently had to pursue full custody after allegations of neglect and emotional abuse of Lily. I've done all the leg work for my own case, compiled three binders full of evidence and documentation to support my case. I was very confident in all of it until my most recent hearing, where "P"s attorney showed they are willing to twist the truth, blow smoke, and use trick mirrors. They are using blatant lies against me with no documentation what so ever, but the guardian ad litem appointed to our case has already fallen for them and has stated P is a wonderful father who provides a stable and loving environment. Those of you who know the struggle I've been through since separating from P, know this is far from the truth. I have audio of lily sobbing to me about how lonely and sad she is in his home. Documentation of straight up neglect. I also have some concerning statements P is involved in gambling, drug use (or withdrawal from drug use), and other problems. P is a textbook case of narcissistic personality disorder. I need to protect my daughter. He can not gain custody of her. It isn't safe for her. The judge has told me I need a lawyer or he doesn't have to accept my evidence, there in goes my case. I also need an attorney so I can file a petition of discovery agaisnt P so I can have him submit to a drug test, psych eval, and gain access to other records. I don't do this. I don't beg for help. But I'm begging for the sake of my child. Everything is all on the line here.