Please Help Save My Home & Life

My name is Roderick and I live in Montgomery, Alabama. I have been mired in debt, major bouts of depression and anxiety for the past six years, since the passing of the light of my life, my mother. I lived my life with and for her; we were a team as I was an only child, and when she died the better part of me died with her. It was her dream to own a home and she died trying. It is the only thing I have left from her and I am deathly close to losing it; so close and yet so far. I have no where else to go and no support system to truly help. I want to complete her dream and make her proud...but I desperately need help. With your help, I will be able to complete the severely past due payments, attain the required documentation that will allow me to complete the ownership process, and maintain the bills until I can secure employment. I am at the failing point and require the assistance in less than 30 days or the mortgage company will take the home from me. All of the utilities have already been turned off and I literally don't have a cent to my name, only debts. I just want to save my family home, not disappoint my mother, who worked so hard and long for her dream...and not feel like a failure. I don't think I could handle that level of failure. I am trying to save my life. I would be so thankful that I would honestly try to individually thank each and every one who helps...and spend the rest of my life taking every opportunity to pay it forward. Thank you for your time and God bless everyone!