Needs Help with Stillborn Burial Cost And Eviction
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This is the time I tell my story. My story is a hard one to some so I understand if it's too hard to read. This last year has been severely traumatic for me and my family. We have been through times that I don't understand how we are still here to tell the story. The rough time started when I did a Go Fund Me back in April. I was so blessed and felt so guilty for all the help I got that as soon as something looked hopeful I took down my site. Well things got worse for us afterwards and continued. Around the time I first starting having difficulties are family was robbed. We lost our only money towards rent, we lost all of our family heirlooms and we lost work materials that we had no way of replacing. Shortly after one of our incomes was messed up and the boss ran off with all the money. We struggled with money so bad that us adults stopped eating to make sure the children had enough. I have lost 15 pounds in the last three months. Well this did a number on my health and while taking dangerous medications. I kept getting sick and the doctor told me there was no way I could get pregnant. Well it was a big shocker when I kept feeling kicking but kept saying the doctor knows whats best and I didn't have transportation anyways. Well finally I got a pregnancy test after feeling distinct and when I took the test, I couldn't believe it. I mean it wasn't only the fact I was on chemotherapy pills during the pregnancy but I was safe and it was months before since I did anything. Not only was I facing that, I found out all 3 of my children were sexually abused by another child. I was a wreck in so many ways but I had a miracle baby in my belly!
I was so scared for the baby's well being and we were suffering financially but I felt this miracle baby was here for a reason. I made an OB appointment and when I finally was able to be seen 2 weeks later at the high risk clinic, we got devastating news. There was no heartbeat. I knew there was something wrong that morning because all the wild jabs and kicks were gone. This broke my heart not only was I 5 1/2 months pregnant, I had to deliver a baby that had passed away. All of us were devastated and had to get loans and all types of things to make sure the baby was laid to rest. We tried to hold it together but I had postpartum psychosis symptoms. I lost it and I lost something that I loved so much. I got to a point of having hope but then my income for care taking an adult with a severe brain injury who can't remember 5 minutes ago was taken off disability for no reason and only 2 days notice. So I had no way of paying rent and then of course the same week our car breaks down with a $950 fix. We had no way to pay rent, utilities, or fix the car. We were stuck with no way out and that's where we are now but to add to the mix this week had to show me that things could get worse. We take in animals that we rescue and 2 of our animals passed away in a traumatic way in front of me. It was horrible and still haunts me. I owe so much to so many to make sure my baby was taken care of and there's no way we can pay anything. We are coming up on the second month without rent money and I am scared. More scared than I have ever been. Even though I have went through childhood torture, the realization of us having nothing is very real. So I am asking for this money and throwing away my pride because I am scared on where we are going to live. We don't have family and we don't have anymore resources and something has to be done very soon. I'm sorry that I am bothering you with my problems because we know everyone has them but maybe if this can be shared or anything so that maybe someone can bless us. Only if you are able do I want your help. I don't want anyone to suffer because of my situation. I am so thankful to everyone who has taken their time to read this. I hope you are blessed and thank you for viewing and sharing my Christmas wish that my family will have their basic needs met. If Pay Pal is better for you my email is [email redacted] or you can go to my profile on there via
Thank you and be blessed
I was so scared for the baby's well being and we were suffering financially but I felt this miracle baby was here for a reason. I made an OB appointment and when I finally was able to be seen 2 weeks later at the high risk clinic, we got devastating news. There was no heartbeat. I knew there was something wrong that morning because all the wild jabs and kicks were gone. This broke my heart not only was I 5 1/2 months pregnant, I had to deliver a baby that had passed away. All of us were devastated and had to get loans and all types of things to make sure the baby was laid to rest. We tried to hold it together but I had postpartum psychosis symptoms. I lost it and I lost something that I loved so much. I got to a point of having hope but then my income for care taking an adult with a severe brain injury who can't remember 5 minutes ago was taken off disability for no reason and only 2 days notice. So I had no way of paying rent and then of course the same week our car breaks down with a $950 fix. We had no way to pay rent, utilities, or fix the car. We were stuck with no way out and that's where we are now but to add to the mix this week had to show me that things could get worse. We take in animals that we rescue and 2 of our animals passed away in a traumatic way in front of me. It was horrible and still haunts me. I owe so much to so many to make sure my baby was taken care of and there's no way we can pay anything. We are coming up on the second month without rent money and I am scared. More scared than I have ever been. Even though I have went through childhood torture, the realization of us having nothing is very real. So I am asking for this money and throwing away my pride because I am scared on where we are going to live. We don't have family and we don't have anymore resources and something has to be done very soon. I'm sorry that I am bothering you with my problems because we know everyone has them but maybe if this can be shared or anything so that maybe someone can bless us. Only if you are able do I want your help. I don't want anyone to suffer because of my situation. I am so thankful to everyone who has taken their time to read this. I hope you are blessed and thank you for viewing and sharing my Christmas wish that my family will have their basic needs met. If Pay Pal is better for you my email is [email redacted] or you can go to my profile on there via
Thank you and be blessed
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Danielle Pirok
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Moncks Corner, SC
