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All the money raised so far was used back in June. I'm now in America thanks to the kindness of friends who brought me here to live out a dream of mine. Before I left Australia it became apparent that I have bleeding in my brain after what appears to be a stroke back in April. The chances of survival if I had surgery are incredibly low so I took the chance to come to the US. Since leaving I ran the risk of losing health benefits and this came to fruition. I've been totally void of any financial income for 4 weeks now and my bank account is in the minus, website about to be shut down and many other subscriptions around my music about to be closed if not already. So once again I'm seeking your help. My memory loss is getting really bad and some days I can't remember if I have eaten or not or who I am or what I have organised to do with people. I just don't know what else to do.
Since December I became aware that my health was deteriorating and it was only going to get worse as time went on. My body is finding it increasingly impossible to fight off illness as my immune system is collapsing. Since my spleen is now gone and I've become immune to antibiotics things are pretty bad. I am currently having blackouts, trouble walking and have been mostly bed ridden for the past 2 months.
Recently I was forced from my accomodation as I could no longer afford to pay rent and bills. I'm also now suffering from seizures which leave me on the floor with no recollection on how I got there. I have been desperately trying to finish recording my album but the last few weeks lost all hope as the inevitable fate of having nowhere to live drove me completely into a pile of depression and anxiety shutting everybody out as my pride is so high.
I don't want to die in a hospital! I want to have some control over my life in my final hours. I'm so scared! I'm so isolated and totally a mess. At the moment I'm staying with somebody but this is only temporary for a few days at most and don't know what is next. I wish this wasn't happening but it is! I've tried to come to peace with the end of my life and say that I'm ok but I'm not.
My ITP continues to fluctuate and my body continues to shut down. I've tried many types of alternatives medicines, diet changes, positive thinking you name it but nothing seems to work. I don't know what else to do at this stage so I'm doing this regrettably.
If you can help I owe you my life or what little is left.
Cheers
All the money raised so far was used back in June. I'm now in America thanks to the kindness of friends who brought me here to live out a dream of mine. Before I left Australia it became apparent that I have bleeding in my brain after what appears to be a stroke back in April. The chances of survival if I had surgery are incredibly low so I took the chance to come to the US. Since leaving I ran the risk of losing health benefits and this came to fruition. I've been totally void of any financial income for 4 weeks now and my bank account is in the minus, website about to be shut down and many other subscriptions around my music about to be closed if not already. So once again I'm seeking your help. My memory loss is getting really bad and some days I can't remember if I have eaten or not or who I am or what I have organised to do with people. I just don't know what else to do.
Since December I became aware that my health was deteriorating and it was only going to get worse as time went on. My body is finding it increasingly impossible to fight off illness as my immune system is collapsing. Since my spleen is now gone and I've become immune to antibiotics things are pretty bad. I am currently having blackouts, trouble walking and have been mostly bed ridden for the past 2 months.
Recently I was forced from my accomodation as I could no longer afford to pay rent and bills. I'm also now suffering from seizures which leave me on the floor with no recollection on how I got there. I have been desperately trying to finish recording my album but the last few weeks lost all hope as the inevitable fate of having nowhere to live drove me completely into a pile of depression and anxiety shutting everybody out as my pride is so high.
I don't want to die in a hospital! I want to have some control over my life in my final hours. I'm so scared! I'm so isolated and totally a mess. At the moment I'm staying with somebody but this is only temporary for a few days at most and don't know what is next. I wish this wasn't happening but it is! I've tried to come to peace with the end of my life and say that I'm ok but I'm not.
My ITP continues to fluctuate and my body continues to shut down. I've tried many types of alternatives medicines, diet changes, positive thinking you name it but nothing seems to work. I don't know what else to do at this stage so I'm doing this regrettably.
If you can help I owe you my life or what little is left.
Cheers
Organizer
Jade Starr
Organizer
Prahran VIC
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