Tamara's Healing Cancer Fund
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Greetings friends, family and whoever this might reach,
My name is Tamara Rachelle and for the last 6 months I have been on the path of healing Cancer. I have been living completely off the grace of others and am in need of your help to succeed to get through the next several months of treatments and pay off some of the bills I've accrued. Here's my story.
A year ago October I started having back pain. I went from chiropractic appointments and massage therapists to doctors tests and biopsies to no avail. For 8 months the pain grew, morphed and changed until it finally landed me in the ER where I demanded a CT scan, which revealed inflamed lymphnodes in my pelvis.
Only 6 months ago I could no longer walk without excruciating nerve pain, I had 3 large, stage 3 tumors in my pelvic lymph nodes effected by cancer of the uterus and literally was crawling to deaths door on the teetering edge of stage 4 cancer. The day I finally was wheeled into see my surgeon, I was forced to completely surrender myself to the almighty as I was thrown immediately into the hospital & pumped with 4-5 narcotics to get the pain under control, an anti anxiety drug, an anti depressant, anesthesia, & chemo drugs, all within a 48 hour period. I was sicker than i'd ever been and in a state of delirium for a long time. I've gone through 6 chemos and the removal of all female parts, my omentum and several pelvic lymph nodes. I've also been pumping my body full of supplements and cancer fighting foods & herbs but the most profound part of this has been my spiritual experiences of surrendering and accepting the massive support of my family, friends, healers of every kind, God, the universe and all the spirits and angels surrounding me.
To the astonishment of my surgeon, the tumors that were removed had shrunk back to normal and zero cancer cells were found where golf balls and gum balls once were. The Uterus still had cancer and was removed along with the whole kit & caboodle. My next big personal test was entering instantly into beyond menopause. ( I assume even old shriveled ovaries do something! Grandmothers are always happy! LOL) The results I had requested prior to surgery and had been waiting for months, had been done back in June with the initial biopsies taken. They did not catch that for 2 months after surgery. My body became fully depleted of hormones. 4 weeks after surgery, I hit rock bottom. Uncontrollable sobbing and a foreboding suicidal feeling of "why the F*@# am I still here? Why did I survive to live like this?". I ran for the herbal hormones then to find out that My type of cancer is Estrogen receptive which means estrogen feeds the cancer. I am now trying to balance myself out without the hormones yet I may have to take a low dose to remain a functioning member of the human race.
Each time I have felt that I was out of the woods another branch would wollup me right upside the head! The entire radiologist consultation, I felt nauseous! For days I was distraught, fearful, depressed, and anxious as I sourced out others on Facebook groups who had gone through it. This microscopic "single cell can kill you" talk was immensely intense. The side effects are horrendous! (I won't go into details!) My entire abdomen would be effected and there may or may not even be anything there to radiate!!! As the doctor said "You might be cured right now or you might not! There's no way to know!". The scans cannot pick up microscopic cells.
I SAID NO! NO TO RADIATION! Instead I've decided to do a 2-3 month regimen of medical grade cannabis oil. I have personally met people whom have cured their own cancers as well as listened to interviews etc. from survivors. It is known to be very intense and as a caregiver I will not be able to return to work untill I am through the treatment. I have a great support system and friends willing to care for me through this time. I am accepting donations to help pay my living expenses, suppliments and supplies for this journey to health so I can continue to be of service to LIFE.
THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!
CT scan is clear!!! Note to self and others...This does NOT mean I no longer have cancer. One of the pelvic Lymph nodes along the pelvic wall that was a tumor, appears necrotic(dead) and the Peri-aeoric lymph node tumor that was most likely to spread the disease to other organs in my body, no longer has cystic fluid retention and appears normal in size. This is all great news! I share this post from Facebook below to explain my condition at this time.
Thank you all so much for all the love. I feel like a SURVIVOR...just remember that this type of scan does not show small amounts of cancer in the body. I feel clear... beyond the new radiation scar tissue/nerve damage pain, that I thought was a a giant tumor growing back in my adbomen. I must not let my ego step in or get cocky (Thanks for the Angel message Mr. Jonathan Jackson) nor ever forget the insane pain I have endured! I will continue to take many supplimental protocols in slightly lower amounts, at least for 6 months, till my next tests & scans come back clear. I currently have lots of pain inside my body that now needs to be addressed & broken down in order to be relieved. This radiation affected everything in its path, including my organs, muscles, tendons, disks & even my bones. I believe I can heal this, at least to a place of comfortability in my body. I AM EXCITED TO BE ALIVE. I will be continuing to raise funds for cleansing out the poisons, metals & radiation from my body. Getting deep tissue massage to break down the spidering scar tissue that I can feel stitching my innards together & regaining my strength. This is my new life path of healing while I escape into nature to write my book as much as possible. Ohhhh...the stories I have not even skimmed the surface on. I am here! Everything has purpose!!! I will to will thy will of the divine. Let's Celebrate Life Together!
Luv you all! BlessT!
OK Peeps...UPDATE 07/14/16
ONE YEAR LATER FROM THE BOWELS OF HELL SHE RISES!!!...
I can't go into all the magical details of my angelically guided life so I'm sticking to the medical bullshit a bit here.
I've just now sat my a$$ down to call around about the PET scan bullshit after hobbling my limpity a$$ all over the Oregon Country Fair with a mutha Fn' walker, being guided by my dearly departed & recently deceased guide, David Walker, (Story to come) Luv u brother! Then out of range hiking my a$$ into Cougar Hotsprings for nature healing in one of my most sacred places, now in an awesomely loaned Air BnB in the heart of the Whiteaker (Thank you Travis Shafer) & then to a mountain party with a star wars looking, rainbow sparkle water fall, mega jet speed, speaker box jacuzzi tub space ship (Thank you Wayde Love Love)...ahhh... But Basically...I've been running my a$$ off semi injured with scar tissue starting to bind my innards together with guts, organs & nerves, trying to heal all together as one...RUNNING ever since I jumped out of that Mutha Fn' bed!!!
So much so that I'm not sure anymore what's what? What's injured? What's scar tissue? What's muscle soreness from the shear force of my voraciousness for living? With every step I get stronger & sore-er. The pain has shifted so much here & there that I do not know what it is!!! I just keep going...
So AnyWho...I finally got around to the Oregon Advanced Imaging that runs the machines to ask it's price! The woman was so reluctant to tell me the price for no reason. She kept deferring to the point that even if I could pay...they might not fucking let me!!! Are you fucking kidding me! I had to gently coerce her... as I have learned to try using my crystal honey, sugar spice sweetness, before pouring my vinegary, bitter a$$ flaming garlic, horseradish fire cider all over their ignorant programmed a$$holes!
So I let her know that I demand, deserve & have every right to know the price of the recommended scan for my situation. I was even fucking already once scheduled & would they not have told me before performing the proceedure? What asinine pea brains!
I also informed her that I know several lawyers & if I was not allowed to recieve a scan which goes against 2 doctors orders that I will be contacting the local news media in the near future to raise the money for multiple scans. She quickly divulged the information I was seeking which was in no way as expensive as some I had read about.
So now I feel a slew of required comorbid diseases coming on, such as arthritis forming in my hips which might just make me qualify for the insurances requirements. Wink wink. I also ran into a certain Hippie Dr. from Ashland whom is a major community member & just happened to be coming on shift the day I was 1st rushed in screeming & unable to walk, to reveal my "inflamed lymph nodes" from my demanded 1st CT scan... after several ultrasounds & only ATypical biopsies found prior. He has magically appeared on my path & suggested I contact him to help me push this process!
A MIRICLE EVERY DAY! At Least!!!
I live in a place of in between, Of knowing & non knowing, of total faith & trust as I breath & push through all this pain. I AM HERE, I AM FREED & I AM ALIVE! And even if I'm meant to die...I'll be FREE!!!
I will be seeing my doctor soon I hope & if they can't get me in quickly I will go to my pain specialist & my primary & my old gynecologist & the fucking 5 o clock evening news with a mutha Fn' mob of supporters & picket the shit out of that place, till they start treating the people like humans instead of cattle too lame to save for milking! My bottom line with any bullshit from anyone at this point in my life can potentially be greeted with a shitload of cursing, mixed with knowledge, science, prayer, intensity & literally... MAD LOVE! The kind that gets shit done!
Don't Fucking Mess With Me!!! Beatch PaLeeazzze!
& I LOVE YOU!!!
I am happy to say that my pain is almost non existent as my natural treatments seem to be working their magic as I count down to my final PET scan! There is no guarantee I am cured, yet I feel positive and motivated to keep on fighting…or should I say winning! It is time again to make another supplement order which runs upwards of $500 or more a month, even buying in bulk.
My request is for people who wish to donate, to please contact me for a supplement link in which you can purchase and send directly to me. The issue is, that any time I get a donation, my SSI is changed. I already have to work to make the extra money I need to pay my bills alone. Every time they change the amount, I'm stuck not knowing how much I need to work to make up the difference. I will be calling again to question this method of helping the poor and disabled. I really should not be having to work at all yet…so much for that!
In the past weeks I have seen a family loose their precious child to brain cancer, a dear friend with cancer choose to end her life using death with dignities assisted suicide act and another beloved friend and father open up his hospice room to the thousands of Facebook friends as we cried, laughed, sang and cheered him on while we honored his life by supporting his death. What a beautiful and vulnerable journey to witness! No matter where this goes, I want you all to know that I am so grateful and appreciative of all the love and support I have received throughout this entire journey! My fingers are crossed for good results and I pray this journey has a happy ending for more than just myself! Thank you all for being my witness in this extremely raw life experience.
I've been waiting anxiously for your biopsy news...I'm deeply sorry it's positive but am hoping that because of your ER visit with the CT, measures that will help you will be timely. If you can do all your alternatives that you believe in and traditional that I know you aren't really happy about, maybe the malignant cells will blasted away and you will be free of this. I know you are scared, I am scared too but we are all pulling for you, sending our love and in our own ways, our prayers. It's so nice to see Uncle Eldon and Aunt Kay on your donation list!! Please say hi to Kay from me. You are a light in this world Tami, and the world needs all the light it can get. Blessings and love.
Oh my goodness I'm so happy....I've been praying hard for days for you to break 4K!! Thanks to whomever the anonymous person is! I hope your friends are sharing this periodically on all of their social media and asking their friends to share it as well so it can become viral! It's the only way you will meet your goal short of some people dropping a big pile of money into your fund, a little bit from many does the trick. I'm so glad you got to that point and now hoping it continues and quickly so you can get treatment immediately. The news may grow old but the time for treatment is right now. You are still on my page and some friends helped, many are praying and sharing your story. The kids and I hope you get well very soon, and completely! Big hugs from all of us!
The woman with the Rife machine contacted me as well, when I asked how it worked, she never responded. I've done research...there is no reason to waste money on this and I believe she's out to get money from people doing battle with cancer like we are. She got to you because she's a friend of a friend who posted on his page, she asked me to contact her and when I did, I asked questions and I never heard from her again. Please don't waste your money on this, use it for the treatments you believe in. It's worse than evil that someone would take advantage of people fighting to live healthy positive lives. Whatever YOU believe in will have more power in your body.
Hey sweetie. It's not much but hopefully it helps and if all of us pull together everything helps. I love you and wish a full healing!
Hi Tamara, I am speaking here as one who was healed of ovarian and bladder cancer and many other bad ailments. A couple of months ago I was diagnosed with cancer of gallbladder, stomach, pancreas and uterus. BUT, no worries because I treat myself with a Rife machine. The adenocarcinoma in my pancreas is now gone and others are shrinking. I do not have any money for myself but can share my knowledge. If you are able to buy a Rife machine (you can Google it), costing from $569.00 and use it to treat yourself, it will definitely help. They will send you a training video and it comes with two manuals. This is all I used and am using, it works!
Immeasurable Healing Love, Tamara Angel!!
Healing energy and love to you and well wishes for a speedy recovery!
All my love to you Tamara !