Hi everyone this year id like to try and travel and reconnect with my family and loved ones that have passed or are still here I don't know who I really am and I'd love to find myself and my backgrounds my health isn't the best and I would love to see as much as I can and as many family members as possible if they want to know me I'm a black sheep who everyone gave up on was sent away at a young age and have found that I have two birthdates an 2 different names I'd love nothing more than to live my life happy knowing who I am a little insite on myself is I can't read or spell down to the stage even my memory is really bad I don't know dates or times I miss appointment because I don't understand what dates are and face to face people think I know things because I keep a strong face but doing so has left me fighting for my disability it's been a long journey but I'm not even close yet I have autism ADHD an PTSD with literacy and numeracy problems I struggle with lots it's affected my relationships and my kids all have autism I lost my first little girl when I was 19 who has been in a nother family since 2 weeks old and have found she also has my trates except she has severe autism shes definitely someone is love to reconnect with but she's now 18 I don't expect anyone to help me but I'm truly grateful for anyone who does I know this is a big ask but I also know I can't do it alone please help me raise the money