Single Mom living a dream on Kauai

I dedicate this campaign to every single mom who believes in miracles.

Being a single mom is hard work. It creates so many challenges.

The modern world is not designed for it. But we are all in this game of life.

So I wanna share my personal story here and ask for help.

I found the strength and courage to fly to Kawaii with my 2-year-old son in early October. This is the happiest gift I've ever given myself and at the same time the scariest and most difficult decision of my whole life.

My husband divorced me, closed the door to the house in California, and a month ago he stopped supporting me and the baby financially at all. I have been living alone on the island with a child for 3 months now and I need to get on my feet financially.

For the first 1.5 months, I lived in a tent and traveled almost the entire island. I was in pain, and scared, and I didn't know what to do. I was unable to even ask for help.

For two more weeks, I lived in Van, which I got from my friends. It got a little easier :) I found my first amazing job as a personal plant-based chef, made good friends and got rid of my anxiety about the past.

I was looking for housing all three months that I was on the island (this is very tight here) and finally I found an amazing option that suits me and my son to settle down, exhale and go to work. An almost unrealistic quest - Oh God, how much effort, good recommendations and time it took me.

Now I need to make a payment to move in starting January 10th. I don't have that money now. To get a permanent paid job, I need 2-6 weeks at HOME, where I will stop thinking about moving around the island with a baby every week.

This is my first time creating crowdfunding for myself.

I did this two years ago for my mom who had cancer.

I'm still afraid to ask for help, but I know that people with big open hearts will support me.

I know that I need two months to get my life back on track and have a stable financial income.

I dream of staying on the island and raising Misha here while he is so small. I dream of fluttering and enjoying life and bringing more goodness, beauty and care with my presence in this world.

I don't want to go on the streets anymore.

I want a miracle this New Year to happen.

I truly need your support through this challenging time.

And I deeply need your prayers and love to support me on this journey.

We all need LOVE

Many hugs from me and Misha,

Much love and kisses.