help me get an STP

i'm raising money for an stp for myself. i don't have a job currently and my mom is unable to help me. if you don't know what an stp is, it stands for "stand to pee" and it's a device for trans men. i experience excruciating bottom dysphoria every day, to the point of tears. having an stp would help me feel a little bit more at home in my body, and help me feel more comfortable using public restrooms.

https://peecockproducts.com/peecock-gen4x-3-75inch.html

thank you :)