Victim of domestic violence

Hi my name is Mekeja heath I’m from Greenville tx but lives in dallas tx I am 33 single mother of 3 I am a survivor of a domestic violence relationship. On July 30 at 11:29 a.m. my life changed for forever. I was shot in my neck by my ex boyfriend and which the bullet exited my neck and enter his leg resulting in his death. I am not doing this for sympathy or for attention. I honestly need the help and due to the circumstances I have lost everything. And have been kicked out of my home. At this time I’m not able to work due to me having two huge holes in my neck and not able to walk my right side of my body is numb and I’m not able to feel my right arm. I am so lost right now I can’t sleep I’m confused, I’m hurt and I’m broken. The whole situation has traumatized me and everyday replays in my head . I’m not asking for much but anything will help me right now. Thank for all the love and support and continue to pray for me on my healing journey.