Praying 4 help homeless hungry tired lost it all

Im trying to raise enough money to get back on my feet i recently lost everything after my divorce im living out of my car begging for food n gas just to live and get by for the day i want to get back on my feet and have a fresh start my mother is extremely sick with alot of medical issues i have nobody and im tired broken and lost im a recovering addict i cant get work like i used to because of convictions im dealing with because of my addiction its hard because i have nobody i lost everything so im praying for a change change in heart change in life change for the greater good I've been getting scammed used and hopes brought up to be let down. ive never been in such a serious situation like this before im a hard worker have a big heart and a wonderful soul but people take my kindness for weakness and hurt me even in the situation im in i found a motel that pays $150 for a week and theres a job thats hiring right down the road from there im going to use these donations for that food and gas to get myself built back up were i was im a middle aged man going through a mid-life crisis that im scared off because im so far in this hole i fear i cant do it alone i pray the lord will guide me out of this situation and with all you folks help i can achieve the impossible that i couldnt do on my own im so depressed broken and lost idk what to do plz anybody everybody your blessings donations and your prayers help me more than you can ever imagine tank you and God bless