I Never thought all the Pictures I took Would Be For Anything Like this , I Can’t Understand Why I’m Here But Still trusting God With the Same Breath I Speak that . To Know My Mother Was to Love Her , Mouth Might’ve Been a Lil Jazzyyyyy But She Had the Heart &’d Spirit Of Gold . Yesterday I Finally Got My Sign that She Made it in (God I thank You for that) . But Now We’re Here … I Was under the impression that Her Life insurance Was still active under My Grandmothers Policy, I Didn’t think to Get it Because For Some Reason I Never thought I Would Be Here . I Just Want to Send My Baby Off in the Right Way , if I Had My Own forever Home Where I Could Maybe Plant Her in My Garden &’d forever watch Her Grow I Wouldn’t Mind Cremating Her . But as Of Now I Wanna Be able to Sit Down &’d talk With My Heart the Way We Sat &’d ate Brunch that exact Same Morning . I’ve always Been transparent about this Journey because it’s Life , My life . &’d Unfortunately this is Not the Clean Journey I Wished For Her But I Guess She’s Free Now .

idk What else to Say Besides anything Big Or Small Will take a lot off My family &’d I in this difficult time . Her Body is at Rick’s Funeral and Cremation LLC even if You Send anything there..