Funeral Costs

I'm never going to get to hug you again, see you fight Muay Thai, watch you become a better person more and more every day.... We will never get to wake up flooded with funny TikTok's. I know that I was supposed to be the example and the one to be aspired to, but it was you, Blaik, that I aspired to be. You are the father I want to be, the man I want to be. You put your wife and son first and did what was best for them the best you could. It was literally yesterday we were talking about your future, outside of the mine, and me coming to see you all this summer. I'm not sure what the man upstairs has planned for you but it better be good to rip you away from us. Alyssa SandahlI know we don't talk on the regular but you are family and please reach out if you are ever in need of anything, i will do anything for you and Kain. Blaik I remeber our days of halo in the basement, me trying to impress my little brother by doing a kip up and destroying my arm on the furnace, you (lol) messing my shoulder up in a sparing match in Nevada (i totaly thought "big brother intimidation mattered") and dislocating my shoulder (fast forward 8 years and ive had a torn labrum since then), I'll never forget our bike ride with dad, me riding with no hands not paying attention and slamming into him and launching you from the baby seat (sorry by the way). Out of all us kids, you're the best of us and I mean that from every fiber of my soul, you embodied what it meant to be a man, father and Husband. Alyssa and Kain, I cannot fathom the pain you are going, but i know it hurts, but you do not need to hurt alone, we will always be here for you. I remember teaching you soccer, dribbles, tricks, passes the basics... if one sport i thought we Nuttings were always great at it was soccer, but im glad you found MMA and your own thing. I am going to miss you every single day for the rest of my life little brother but know that I will do everything in my power to ensure Alyssa Sandahl and Kain make it, it is the least I can do for aspiring me to be a better person. I love you and ill see you in the next life!