Hello,

Its Faith….

As much pride I do have I have to put that on the back burner for my sons. I’ve been so strong for so long and I’m tired. I’m on the verge of….. you know. The years 24’-25’ have been the hardest years of my life except for when I lost my first son back on March 28th , 2019 at just 4 months old. LLD I’ve been through the storms and the rain and kept pushing through but this time I’m struggling real bad. Back on September 18th, 2024 my world my mother had to have major heart surgery. I couldn’t work much because I was with her at doctors appointments prior to surgery for me and her. She died 3 times on the table , by the grace of god she moving like she never left , like the energizer bunny , if you know me you know the relationship me and my mother have THATS MY GIRL ! My EVERYTHING but most off my kids my sweet baby Dre, who’s going to 1st grade YAY! My boss baby DJ who is so loving and my rainbow baby that was heavenly sent from above Zhye, now them you can’t tell me no wrong about them. Just know my mom helps as much as she can and if she could help with this she would. I need help. Well getting to the point after my mother had major heart surgery I had to have my gallbladder removed on October 9th 2024. Well surgery went well but what no one knew , I was pregnant SURPRISE ! Not even the doctors. I found out later though when I was about 5-6 months , I got diagnosed with gestational diabetes had to give myself insulin shots, thank god for my helpful future husband Dez he gave them to me everynight before bed. It was rough I couldn’t work like I was supposed to , couldn’t do much I was scared out of my mind but I knew god had us. Finally able to work, office duty for those who know. Made it through that storm of hardship. Had my baby Zhye May 21st 2025 healthy as can be, thank you Jesus neither one had to take shots or prick our fingers anymore. Now home without pay trying to make away fight postpartum depression still fighting I fell short. My July rent I can not pay I do not get my first check until August 15th because as soon as I was released I went back to work left my babies can’t afford babysitter so they are with daddy, yay ! He is having fun. Mind you can’t afford formula but god bless me with my own production of milk. Fully breastfeed by the way while fighting depression. I’ve asked my father , if y’all know that relationship yall know that answer. I asked everyone I could ask, now I’m asking my social media family please help we are on the verge of getting evicted with no where to go. Car is on the verge of not working anymore. If you have it in your heart to please bless my family I would really appreciate it. If yall know me yall know I WORK MY BUTT OFF and if I had it to help I would help.

Thank you all for evening reading.

God bless