Please help find my missing mom
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On September 20,2007 my mother went missing in Rosarito,Mexico while on vacation. Let me preface by saying this woman was the epitome of a hard working single mother,she had 3 daughters who she raised by herself,she gave us everything we needed and loved us more than anything in this whole world. I say this because this is not a woman who would just vanish from her 3 daughters lives.
(My mom)
My mother was really enthralled with Rosarito Mexico and the gorgeous new condos that were built on the beach. My mom struggled with money our whole life and once we were all adults she started to toy with the idea of purchasing some property out there (it was just an hour drive from where we were already living in California) it was definitely a lot cheaper than a house in California and we were all living on our own so she actually had the chance to do something like this.
(Mom and Shereen)
My sister Nisreen was flying in from New York,she was attending graduate school at Columbia and was overdue for a visit with my mother,we were a very close family. When Nisreen arrived at the San Diego airport my mother never showed up to pick her up. My mom was very excited to show Nisreen the condos on the beach and spoke with her up until the night of her flight.
I remember the night of October 20th because I woke up at about midnight sweating and filled with anxiety,I had an awful feeling but no idea what it was. I'm the youngest and was very very attached to my mother,I slept next to her every night until I was about 16. I could never explain in words how much I love my mother,she was my whole entire world and when she vanished so did I. My sisters decided to wait until they knew for sure there was something really wrong because they knew how obsessive I can be over my mother. On October 22 2007 my sister called me and when I saw that it was her that feeling returned and I picked up the phone and said "what happend to mom" from that moment on everything has been a blur and an absolute horrific nightmare,nothing has or ever will be there same.
We traveled back and fourth to Mexico about 6 times in a few months. Our visits consisted of morgues and the consulate directing us to a website that showed all the dead bodies in a photo gallery (I was so shocked this even existed) was this really happening?We spoke with every single bit of law enforcement we passed out fliers and we hired private investigators both in Mexico and San Diego.
I wish today I felt more peacebut that will never ever be again because my mother is still missing,I am awake most nights and wonder if she's still out there suffering and scared,it's the most unexplainable feeling that comes over you when you have thoughts like that about a person who you love and care for more than anything or anyone in this whole entire world,my mother,my whole entire being.. I don't know why this happened to us and I don't know how I'm going to get through tomorrow because I can barley get through today.
I live in Colorado,my oldest sister Shereen lives in California and my middle sister Nisreen lives in New York. We are all a year and a half apart and all my fondest memories are of my mother and sisters. Unfortunately we are not really a family anymore,I guess my mom held us together? Or maybe it's just too hard to because it reminds us that she's gone and we are all already struggling so much that's it's easier this way. I still speak to my oldest sister and we are the ones who decided to make this page.(My moms 3 girls,we used to be so close)
It costs money for private investigators and it's even pricier to get reputable ones that actually do anything. We spent thousands already on a bunch of liars who did nothing but a vin check on my moms car,we were still in so much shock and didn't really get to research the right people for the job. I have since found great people who specialize in this sort of situation but we just don't have the money to hire them anymore.My thought when I decided to start this page was that I refuse to give up on my mother because she would never give up on me or my sisters and if one person reads this and knows someone who specializes in missing people or one person reads this and can direct me to something that will get me closer to finding my mother,then it will have all been worth it,anything and anyone can help so I'm asking because I have nothing else to really lose at this point in my life. The world we live in today consists of money and if we could hire the right people I know they could get us some answers,the worst thing in this whole world is not knowing if she's alive or not and if she is I know she needs my help so I'm asking for yours because we can't do it alone.Thank you for taking the time to read my story.
If you would like to see my mothers missing persons profile you can search nameus/Naziha duela
mom and nissy at her high school graduation)
. (Mexico missing person report)
(Beautiful mom and my cousin)
(My mom)
My mother was really enthralled with Rosarito Mexico and the gorgeous new condos that were built on the beach. My mom struggled with money our whole life and once we were all adults she started to toy with the idea of purchasing some property out there (it was just an hour drive from where we were already living in California) it was definitely a lot cheaper than a house in California and we were all living on our own so she actually had the chance to do something like this.
(Mom and Shereen)
My sister Nisreen was flying in from New York,she was attending graduate school at Columbia and was overdue for a visit with my mother,we were a very close family. When Nisreen arrived at the San Diego airport my mother never showed up to pick her up. My mom was very excited to show Nisreen the condos on the beach and spoke with her up until the night of her flight.
I remember the night of October 20th because I woke up at about midnight sweating and filled with anxiety,I had an awful feeling but no idea what it was. I'm the youngest and was very very attached to my mother,I slept next to her every night until I was about 16. I could never explain in words how much I love my mother,she was my whole entire world and when she vanished so did I. My sisters decided to wait until they knew for sure there was something really wrong because they knew how obsessive I can be over my mother. On October 22 2007 my sister called me and when I saw that it was her that feeling returned and I picked up the phone and said "what happend to mom" from that moment on everything has been a blur and an absolute horrific nightmare,nothing has or ever will be there same.
We traveled back and fourth to Mexico about 6 times in a few months. Our visits consisted of morgues and the consulate directing us to a website that showed all the dead bodies in a photo gallery (I was so shocked this even existed) was this really happening?We spoke with every single bit of law enforcement we passed out fliers and we hired private investigators both in Mexico and San Diego.
I wish today I felt more peacebut that will never ever be again because my mother is still missing,I am awake most nights and wonder if she's still out there suffering and scared,it's the most unexplainable feeling that comes over you when you have thoughts like that about a person who you love and care for more than anything or anyone in this whole entire world,my mother,my whole entire being.. I don't know why this happened to us and I don't know how I'm going to get through tomorrow because I can barley get through today.
I live in Colorado,my oldest sister Shereen lives in California and my middle sister Nisreen lives in New York. We are all a year and a half apart and all my fondest memories are of my mother and sisters. Unfortunately we are not really a family anymore,I guess my mom held us together? Or maybe it's just too hard to because it reminds us that she's gone and we are all already struggling so much that's it's easier this way. I still speak to my oldest sister and we are the ones who decided to make this page.(My moms 3 girls,we used to be so close)
It costs money for private investigators and it's even pricier to get reputable ones that actually do anything. We spent thousands already on a bunch of liars who did nothing but a vin check on my moms car,we were still in so much shock and didn't really get to research the right people for the job. I have since found great people who specialize in this sort of situation but we just don't have the money to hire them anymore.My thought when I decided to start this page was that I refuse to give up on my mother because she would never give up on me or my sisters and if one person reads this and knows someone who specializes in missing people or one person reads this and can direct me to something that will get me closer to finding my mother,then it will have all been worth it,anything and anyone can help so I'm asking because I have nothing else to really lose at this point in my life. The world we live in today consists of money and if we could hire the right people I know they could get us some answers,the worst thing in this whole world is not knowing if she's alive or not and if she is I know she needs my help so I'm asking for yours because we can't do it alone.Thank you for taking the time to read my story.
If you would like to see my mothers missing persons profile you can search nameus/Naziha duela
mom and nissy at her high school graduation)
. (Mexico missing person report)
(Beautiful mom and my cousin)
Organizer
Jasmeen Habbal
Organizer
Littleton, CO
