Abuse survivor and single mother of four children.

I am making this GoFundMe account as a mother of four children and also a survivor of severe abuse. I will use what funds I acquire to put money down for transportation so I can be able to better do what I need to do to be reunited with my children who need me. It is very hard to get anything done with little support and ways to get anywhere. I am stuck having to walk several miles if I don’t have a friend available.




My history:




I have been legally disabled all of my life. My parents were abusive, so I became a ward of the state at 11 years old and aged out of the system and was completely on my own. At the age of 20, I went to college and got a degree in graphic design...Unfortunately, I met the wrong guy and was in a severely abusive relationship with resulted in due part to so much manipulation and control, I had 4 kids back to back. With my last child I was suffering from postpartum depression and I had to leave for the sake of my life. Well, a year later my children were removed from his care. I was shocked at the reasons as I would have never imagined it, despite how I was treated, he always put our children on a pedestal. 




As the individual I am, I receive so much hate, and no compassion.. I allowed my whole life to be destroyed, rendered helpless with no support from isolation, nothing in my name….. no job, no vehicle… my life is in shambles and I am desperately fighting to get my life back..




I normally don’t ask for anything.. I just try to fight everything on my own, but I am stuck with no transportation. I have no way to easily take care of business, or get a job, plus I have no work history thanks to me allowing my life to be wrecked by my abuser. Nothing is within walking distance…. This is an absolute heartbreaking nightmare.. it makes me wish the abuse I suffered didn’t make me so sick a year ago, or that I should have left at all...I am not asking for a fortune, but getting donations out of the kindness from the hearts of other would help give me the tools I need to get on my feet and get my children back… anything helps. I am trying to remain hopeful, I know I don’t deserve anything but….. ANY support to help give me a boost will be merciful to the hell life is throwing in my face.. I have to live with the unbearable pain of missing my children every day.




I was wrong for allowing myself to be treated so horribly to the point it made me sick.. I want to be able to raise my children, and hopefully teach them the lessons I paid dearly to learn.. To love myself and that loyalty doesn’t mean how much pain can be endured.. I wish I would have reached out and gotten help from local abuse shelters.. Any help would be appreciated.. and definitely remembered.