Please help support me & daughters widowed at 32

Hello my names kirsty I'm a mother to 2 young girls amelia age 11 and Isla age 6, we are currently having to live off £861pm  

my husband sadly passed In September 2023 after batterling cancer for 3 years, Matthew was father 2 both of our children and we had been together for 15 years he was my childhood sweetheart he was my everything  we conquered the world together and had worked all our life’s unfortunately due to matthew haveing skin cancer of the anus I was Matthew’s full time carer / nurse due to this being very embarrassing for him only been 27 when he was diagnosed ,he passed at the age of only 30 years old! I had to learn to dress Matthew’s wounds 3 times daily after he’s operation to try and remove the cancer had gone wrong and the wounds had broken down Matthew became very dependant on my self and would not have anyone else care for him witch then lead to my full time job aswell as raising 2 children and looking after the house, after loosing Matthew as you can imagine our whole life has fallen apart and we are struggling in every way possible including financially witch is making life very difficult, I’m kindly asking for your help in supporting me and the girls so we can fined our new path in life and pick ourselves back up though all this hurt , anger and sadness 

I am finding my self slowly crumbling as I’ve been the one holding everything together for nearly 4 years now and it’s just not getting any better, bills are going unpaid , im not eating most days as I’m just unable to stretch the income we do get, I’m suffering more so as I had to get a budgeting loan so my girls had something to open for Christmas as it was already going to be the worst one ever without Matthew for the first time 

thank you so much for reading and I would be so grateful for any donations , shares