Erin's Desperate Plea

I am mortified to be at this point, but I am truly at a loss. I lost my job a few weeks ago, and while I've spent every single day since then sending numerous applications and resumes, I've found no new employment. I am out of money. I am on the verge of losing everything. Our home, my vehicle, my babies. I've never been so desperate in my adult life. I feel like an utter failure. Regardless how hard I've been working to find a new job, it's not happening yet. I can't even buy Pullups for my delayed 3 year old daughter. I literally have 35 miles left to go in my vehicle before running out of gas. I'm not even sure how I'm going to get Awen to the sitter's and myself to an interview when it does happen. I cannot believe I'm here. I'm so disgusted with myself, but for Jarod and Awen I'll stand the humiliation and shame, if it means getting them the things they need until I'm once again able to do my job as their mother on my own.