WE DID IT! Still accepting donations for May bills

Hey guys, my name is David and I have lost my job due to my anxiety and failing to control my emotional state in the workplace. I have applied for disability but they tell me I need to go 12 months without working but it’s impossible to do that with my rent of $980, my phone bill at $203, my internet at $110 and my electric at $105 (estimated) monthly. I don’t pay for any streaming services, I have no luxury items at all, not even a music streaming service platform. I rely on surveys to make money for food, gas, etc. In November of 2023, I was terminated from my job as a security guard at the mall for making a minor mistake in my Daily Activity Report (DAR) and I owned up to it and was fired on the spot. Their policy before termination included a verbal warning, write up, suspension pending review, then a final decision, however I was never given even a verbal warning so I filed for unemployment and lost. I filed an appeal and won that after waiting 2 whole months for a response, however - once I needed to switch bank accounts on my deposit for my unemployment appeal benefits, there was an issue and the ID verification process on their end failed so they REVOKED my benefits entirely leaving me even more scarred and worse off. I'm currently awaiting to hear back for a final appeal on that now. On top of this, my food stamps were revoked because of my income change at my job and i am trying to get that fixed now. I suffer from suicidal ideation, severe anxiety, panic attacks and depression. I want to be strong. I want to be a success story but this is just too much and I’m forced to ask for help at this point. I’m applying constantly for jobs even in my state and so is my girlfriend but none of us ever hear back and when she has, they’ve given her interviews and then say no. Please help us. Please.