Help Me To Leave A Toxic Household

My name is Myia, and I’m 18 years old. I live in an extremely toxic household. I’ve been planning to move away from my family for years now but I don’t necessarily have the finances to do that. I’m verbally abused and threatened consistently by my family and don’t have the means to stop them. Whenever I’m given the opportunity to stand up for myself, I’m immediately shut down or put in therapy. I had an old GoFundme for surgeries but I’d like to use this wisely and just get away from them completely so that I can live in peace. I’ve also been trying to make money to move through my onlyfans but business is a little slow considering the popularity of the site. If you could donate anything, please do. Thank you. I also struggle with depression and have been since I was 12. Sometimes I catch myself in a deep depression when dealing with these types of situations, and there have been plenty in the past. I don’t have any family close to me that I can live with. I don’t really know my dad’s side and my mom’s side isn’t the most welcoming. My family is very judgmental and my mom tries her best to hide this abuse from the outside world & I really just want to move away so that I can finally progress & escape this abuse. She has threatened to hit me multiple times and I really don’t want to stick around when she does actually do it. This has been happening for years now but now that I’m 18, I can finally move out on my own. I actually fear that she’ll throw a fit and kick me out completely one day. Since she’s been trying since I was 12. I plan to use these expenses to live in a small apartment on my own. It’s very expensive to live in LA, including groceries and furniture because I’m not sure if she’ll let me bring a lot of things with me when i do leave. I really don’t want to present her with the idea that I’m going to leave because then she’ll spew threats and might try to kick me out quicker to prove something. I will also have to pay for a lot of my bills when i’m living alone (phone, internet, etc) & i’ll need something to do so as i’m looking for a good, steady job.