Memorial stone for River

I am very sad to say that my only child, River did not make it. He was still born at 18 weeks on 5-13-16. I am devestated by the loss of my miracle baby. I wanted him so badly. I love him with all my heart. I don't know how to get through this loss. The only thing I think might help is to have a funeral for him. I want to have a place where I can visit him and mourn. And I know I cannot afford this on my own.  


I have 2 weeks from the time he was born to figure this out. That is how long they hold onto the bodies.


Any contriutions would be greatly appreciated. And it would mean the world to me if I could get this together for a real goodbye. 


Thank you.