My daughter Amiela’s Story & Help Grieving parents

My name is Jacqueline Dunseath I was a due on the 7/4/20 I went to my 20 week scan nd they noticed my wee girl had kidney problems plus her hands were turned in so yeah she was a disabled child tho there’s nothing wrong with that. They want it check by the royal hospital so I went for a another scan to be told that wasn’t all that was wrong with Amiela I got told she had a hole in the heart there wasn’t that much fluid around her so her lungs wouldn’t develop also both kidneys had failed tho they couldn’t understand as the balder worked etc. So a few weeks later my waters had broke at 23 week which cause a lot of bleeding I also got told there was no chance she was making it so I got started on the 18/12/20 my daughter Amiela was born on the 19/12/20 at 4.07am she lived for an hour an a half then unfortunately passed away at 5:37am they said she wouldn’t have made it I got 20 minutes with my daughter tho unfortunately some mum don’t get that I’m finding it hard enough going though it you feel alone,angry,blame your self ask all these questions like how, why didn’t I do something,I could have done something there’s a mixture of feelings you go though tho there was this thing called a cold cot it go me thought some of it thanks to a girl that donated it to the Ulster Hospital I wouldn’t have got it cause it was hers I think we need to raise money to get some more of these cold cots as there’s not enough of them In the world I’m so thankful for it I don’t think I’ll every thank her enough i honestly want other mother to get the chance to spend it with there child I think donating even 1p helps mothers out there to spend a bit more time with there babies talk sake every little penny counts in matters like these so please help mother out there get a chance with there babies before having to say goodbye completely