School funds

If you know me, you know how much I hate hand outs, taking advantage of people, gofund me’s for non ligitment reasons and of course, asking for help - so I am hoping that this gets across the desperation I feel right now. I don’t want to shove my personal life in anyone’s face, but let’s just say - I’m in a really bad spot right now. If you would like to know more I’ll happily tell you, I just don’t want to blast it all over the internet m. 

My studies have come first for so long, I have ONE semester left st the JC before I can transfer and then happily pay all my bills with loans. However, between loosing my job at the beginning of summer and my new job being delayed in starting, getting my financial aid denied (because I’ve been in school too long, and they rejected my petition) - I just can’t afford my books right now, or school in general. And of course my laptop had to break in middle of it all. If I would of realized this situation was this serious sooner I would of taken out a student loan but instead I just created this vortex of drowning. My options are right now to quit or come up with the money instantly to pay for school.  

The point is, I need help. 
I’m embarrassed, and I hate doing this - but right now I just can’t figure it out on my own. Now excuse me while I go hide under a shame rock ‍♀️