Zac's Tattoo shop

I am 39 and  a father of 4 , married to my lovely wife , together for 17 years , i work full [email redacted] hr.at a lumber yard,  and tattoo only on saturdays ,I have 2 bad shoulders , back surgery at 25 years old due to a car accident ( that led me to tattooing blessing in disguise) I had another huniation last year , slowely recovering from , & feet problems , i can't lift over 60 lbs or my left leg goes numb for days,  and hand I surgery 2 years ago, that was a great success ,help my hand from sleeping and  helped my tattooing , i have a hard time with physical labor but love art , i dream of owning my own shop , i would love to tattoo everyday  to support my family , it seems everytime i get a bit of money saved up , sh#$ happens , and its gone , i have been trying for 5 years to get a shop going and the only thing hanging this dream up is finances ..i believe  i will be successful if i had a chance ,  im honestly not expecting any donations ,but im very grateful if you do , i am 12 years into my tattooing and only hope to continue to grow.  i thought that if i dont try then i can only blame myself , thanks for reading .this wasn't easy typing this ,  so thanks again. it would be a dream come true