Ulcerative Colitis surgery for broke weirdo

Hi. I am Claire, I need surgery for my ulcerative colitis in July and I have almost no way of paying for it without turning to this. I live on disability due to a heart condition called "failure" which I am lead to believe is serious. Most of my money already goes to the ongoing treatment of that, and the payment of old debts and my never ending transition. My UC is severe enough that it could kill me especially with my heart problems, although the surgery could also, so if you donate and I die during surgery I apologize for wasting your money. I decided I'd rather take the chance because UC is constant pain and discomfort and effects like uh...blood loss and such are taxing on my already weak heart and I recently decided I'd rather give myself the chance to hit the high end of life expectancy for heart failure patients so I have to have this operation. Uh, Thank you.

I will post updates with any bills so you see where your money has gone like I did when I raised for my heart and for electrolysis. I am not a crook.