Supporting me during my fight with cancer !!!

2020 what a year .. another year separated from my wife who I loved very much as was part of most of my life. then some good news found an old friend who was very important in my early life and we became close friends started dating and things were good. then boom covid hits. I get Laid off from my job. Quarantined with my girlfriend . God bless her as she supported me greatly so appreciated for that. Then late summer after having strange medical conditions.  I was rushed to the er and by aug8th I was diagnosed with stage 4 colorectal cancer. Less than a year to live  I'm 45 by the way.My wife was told without a second thought came running back to support me which is just amazing . she has already done a ton to help me in this early fight along with my brother frank l love you man and of course the support from chrissy which has been beyond kind and loving. I have tried to give back to all of them the same kindness to show what it has meant to me. So life I'm not giving up yet. Funding would really help me with my charity care bills etc as we know how tough the healthcare system can be in our country. we have applied for a few clinical trials very excised but cost travel etc. Plus on top trying to be able to apply money to day to day bills to keep the lights on .which are way too much for unemployment. Losing my car my house and now possibly my life in such a short time is a hard pill to swallow. so this sob story is making me sad so will leave it here. life is a beautiful gift please live every second as it can be taken away so fast. find true love and compassion. give to others but enjoy your life to the fullest. No one could ever have seen this coming.  I wish I saved more money but was always just care free never looking at this possible side of life.hopefully will be able to leave behind something for my step son Patrick whom I love very much.any donations that are unused will be refunded or donated to another cause similar to my fight so I can't thank you all in advance enough and love you all.Thanks all prayers always accepted.