surgery on saggy skin

For the past 12 years I've always been a big woman at my biggest I was a size 26 then four years ago I was given an amazing opportunity to have a gastric sleeve surgery on the NHS I was over the moon and couldn't wait to start my new life. I know weigh nine stone 12 and can fit into a size 8 to 10 at the time of my surgery I was always told that I would get my reconstructive surgery on my stomach so after two years of maintaining my weight I went to my doctors to be told sorry no you can't have it done The doctor even appealed twice for me and the board still said no I am now left with unsightly saggy horrible skin I look disgusting I keep getting constant infections in my belly button and it stinks I know look disgusting in a completely different way if I was told from day one that I could not have my reconstructive surgery done I could've saved to try and pay for it myself i'm just not in the position to do so I just feel less of a woman now and can't stand the sight that I see in the mirror every morning