Fresh start

On July 24,2019 I watched my husband die in our living room. I watched as our 17 yo son beat on his chest and begged him to breathe. It’s an image I can’t get out of my mind. Chris has been sick for several years. Any savings we had was long gone. He had no insurance.  I’m still paying on his medical bills and funeral. A lot of you already know me for those who don’t I am an animal rescuer. My husband and son rescued right along side me for years. Halem still does. I need to move. I have no peace in this house. Every time I walk in the living room I see my husband dying and my son begging him to breathe. It is literally driving me insane. I can not find a rental that will allow me to continue rescuing. I have found a double wide mobile home on private land. I can swing the monthly payments but I need help with the down payment. It is $2,500. I know this is asking a lot but if you can help it would be greatly appreciated. Please pray for myself and my son as we learn to live without a husband and a father.