Need reliable transportation, help medical bills..

In the past 8 years, I had to sell My home in Denver, some family members, and friends may not understand, but I had 2 homes at one time, My last was in Colorado, and I had everything in my own back yard, and lived very privately in which, I had to sell, to come back to New Mexico, to be closer to my Dad, that fell very ill, and I had to step down off my trucking job, for a short time, in 2010, but my short, 1st time became a good 5 years plus....My Dad had a fall and broke His arm, & landed in the Hospital in Santa Fè, I stayed with Him for 5 days, & told Him I'll be back the next day, I'm going home for clothes exchange, shower and stuff, because We lived an hour away. So I did. . I got a call about 4am the next day, from My Moms old boyfriend, out of Amarillo, saying that My Mom had a Diabetic attack and wasn't expected to live.. (Mom& Dad had divorced in 1990) So I had made arrangements to go see what was going on with My Mom, & called Dad, and let Him know that I had to go see for Mom too, So I left to Texas which was a 4 hour drive, from where I live and found My Mom with a breathing tube down her throat, and a priest giving Her, last rights, as I arrived there. The Dr there, and Priest both had advised Me that, Who was I, and that My Mom was not going to make it, She was very sick... And so I said, No, She is going to make it...!! So all My family showed up with there familys, as I got that holy dirt and holy water, b4 leaving out my door,back at home in New Mexico that was from The Suantuario dè Chimayo, Dad & I visited  while back...They say it has great healing power, and anyways, I made a mud out of it, and  held My Moms hand, beside her hospital bed, and started to pray, and I did for 5 days, straight, as my 5 Brothers, & Family and I were preparing  to pull the plug, and make funeral arrangements, I and family there continued to pray, and talk to My Mom in Her ear, and encourage Her, that night at about 2am, on the 5th day, by surprise, My Mom literally sat down and awoke from Her deep Coma, that the Dr's there said, if She awakes, She will be a vegetable, and No, She awoke, with tears in Her lovely eyes, and in mine, and alot of nurses came rushing in and said, "Oh my God Frances, it's a miracle..!!" and Dr's rushed and said the same thing, and told Me to continue to talk to Her, and I did, and all morning long She was getting strength.. So I had My Mom, transferred to Albuquerque, after her release from Amarillo hospital, where My Dad was in the same rehab, after Him being in Santa Fe, We had Him in Albuquerque too, but we're set in different rooms, next to each other... Lol My Mom is a walking miracle now.. My Dad had other ailments from diabetes, congestive heart failure, blindness, an amputation of His leg, colostomy bag.. All sorts of stuff, I took great Care of My Dad & had Him out of that Rehab, my Dad was abused in that place, We got a lawyer, but He was payed under the table, and He had Us wait, for to long, We couldn't sue no more.....and so I gave my Care, of bathing Him, and always a clean guy, I cooked, did Everything, for Him, bcuz He was bed ridden , but Not so much, in bed, I would get Him out  of that hospital bed here at home, and took Him places, and wheeled on His wheelchair & put Him in my Firebird,  with a sliding board, as I did away of that back seat, to fit his wheelchair, and there we went, him and I, anywhere He wanted to , go, from Birthday partys, to out of  town drives, to the casino, We had a blast.. He was full of life, and would make your frown Upside down with a friendly smile of a joke he always had......Gosh- I sure Miss You Dad.........I was with Him till the end, till He passed..... Right, Before He passed I completed on Customizing my Motorcycle, I now can't drive..... I enjoyed riding bikes since a young age, and helped out brothers and sisters, that were down before, attended lots of funds, and organizations, especially for the holidays......My Dad my partner, in crime, my everything, was my world, and taught me well to give help to others, and respect.....I am trying to sell my motorcycle bike now.....

I also, had my 98 year old grandma, that I helped, took great Care of Her, also that lived next door to my Dads home... I became a Caregiver for also One of my Brothers, He had a liver transplant in Denver, and on was on  his dieing bed, and we almost lost him, but after a long 4 months, He got a donor, I was back and forth for a long time, giving my Care for my loved ones, I literally did.  I've exhausted all my funds, from selling my own private home, and on January in 2015 I lost My Dad Ernest, to  complications to having 5 Heart attacks, and also lost My Grandma , in the same month, different year in 2018.....Everything hit me like a , train, in 2017 I lost 2 Great hard working bestfriends, that were like brothers to me... I became very ill, in January of this year,  I had just got back on the road, driving for a contractor, for Fedex..I So loved My job...... I drove a Semi Truck since 1992, I drove throughout the inner 48 states, hauling double trailers (Pups).. I worked hard all my life, I drove 6,500 miles  a week, with  TeamDriver...So now I'm suffering with Fibromyalgia, Diabetes, Insulin on my Tumm, every day, CPS-CHRONIC Pain Syndrome, Bad back with Spinal Stenosis, I've had 10 injections on my lower and upper spine, to be able to walk again, and lots of therapy Im taking, I have CarplTunnel on both hands,  & will be going to surgery, now after the New Year on both hands, I have bad Neuropathy on my both legs, boy that's a bad pain, High blood pressure, and depression, and fighting anxiety has haunted me these months, and other ailments....One of My Dr's said that this all was caused by trauma in my life...I lost My New Camero, and I have No car at all, to get Me going to My Dr appointments, that I really need, to get the store, and such...I have Dr bills that my insurance can't cover, and sure I have a little insurance to get transportation, but even at that, Transportation is Not always true to there word, and I've had missed many appointments, just to get myself a little better..Its been ruff...I'm Walking with a walker now & fighting for my disability..... I am  at My Dad's old home, but My Mom is going to move back real soon, just need a place of My own, once again, and fighting disability.....There is nothing like your own, My Dad  left  the property for Her,  and Selling mine, to come to take care of all my family, was a big disicion, Now I have nothing, my health I wish I had back...I sure wish in Why  to understand,  of what Now I'm going through.. I've experienced being homeless also, in 1997, I divorced my exwife, and did live in my Semi truck for a couple of years, and believe me, living off in  a truck, is No pic'nick...During out-Trucking, I gave alot to the Unknown Countless Homeless people, I encountered with, on a free meal, and I buy them a weeks rent and some months rent in there needs of shelter.... I'd pay off, people's groceries, literally I did, during Christmas times...I did alot...  Does any One out there, have a heart, or anybody cares & Can please Help and assist this real Old Trucking Santa... I can't drive at all, nor hold a job, I ran hard over 26 years, & I feel hopeless, and I know with a giving heart it always comes back to Youu 10× fold... I've been through alot, like I said, it was and still is a Rollercoaster ride for Me, Nonestop...."A lil Help goes a long ways...."I Pray that someone cares, out there and hears Me out.....I appreciate Youu, Thank You for Your time and God Bless Youu❤  Happy New Year......10-4