Naeemah's healing fund

Please go to UPDATES for more up to date details.  Here is my spiel:

I am Naeemah. I'm not good with expressing my needs, which is way more imperative than when I first posted this campaign. I hope this relays my message. I feel completely awkward and fantastical asking for this kind of help. It has been suggested by many human friends. And their strength to tell me their stories has inspired me and given me a boost.

My 2nd surgery will be between May 22nd and June 5th (They want a little extra time since it has only been 1 month and still in recovery from my last surgery).  

Please go to UPDATES for more current details.  

I have been updating on every major step of this healing journey, so please keep up with the most current update if you would like to know more of the most current step of this discombobulation.

I am at the tail-end of focusing on others and a lot of loss and mental crunching. I will never stop aiding and caring for other individuals. It is in my blood. At this time, I need a moment to re-boot and clean out my system to not fall way down a rabbit hole. Multiple deaths (including my father), 3 major surgeries leaving an excessive amount of scar tissue, constant pain (I can't get up from bed some days), an abrupt stop to all my physical activities, leaving a job of 11 years, sexual and physical abuse from a bf. This can go on and on. It is hard to put into words. But these are all things that I'm attempting to address.

How the money will be used the next 4 months:
*To afford Hernia Surgery (which has been completed-thank you), Foot Surgery repair around fractured talus, Neck Surgery, more testing to figure out if the liver lesion needs surgery, to see specialists for pain management, physical therapy, physiological transition, other medical specialist, and lastly…mental rehabilitation which has not been addressed (multiple deaths, loss, long term sexual abuse and physical abuse, revisit my mental diagnosis, and isolation).
*Monetary support to focus on surgeries, my health, job hunt, organize my personal space (which is filled with deceased individual's items, I'm working on it), and becoming a fabulous warrior princess again.

I would just be so appreciative and probably cry a lot more from happiness instead of pain.  

*Everything wrong with me is fix-able.  That is the good news.