mom of 3 needs help with a vehicle

My name is Tasha im 30 years old and I have 3 beautiful babies. My oldest is 12 and her name is Lilly. I was with her father from the age of 13 till I was 22. After we found out I was pregnant 2 weeks before I graduated, we became engaged. A short time after I had my daughter her father became emotionally and physically abusive. I stayed with him for a bit in hopes of change but it didn't and I wasn't in love with him so I left. That's when I reunited with my 2nd daughters father. Her name is Aaliyah and she is 8. I went to Merrimack high school with Lilly and Aaliyahs fathers so we grew up knowing each other. Aaliyahs father is a wonderful man and father. Him and I were engaged at one point but I ended up leaving him because the love just wasn't there. I know that if I need anything from him he will always be there for me. I'm blessed and thankful to have him. My youngest is Austin he is 4. I was with his father for about 6 years off and on. His father and I are not together. He is in prison for domestic violence. His father was verbally and physically abusive towards me. He would hit me, hold me down, tie me up, and hit me. He used to strangle me to where I would pass out. He has kidnapped me, punched me, kicked me, thrown things at me, kicked my door in, etc . The list goes on. My son had seen a lot of it and I had hoped he would change but it never did. After he went to jail I moved to laconia for a new start for the kids and I but things were still bad. I didn't have a job so financially things were hard. I was going to trial for everything with Austins father. Then I found out that my oldest daughter Lilly was being abused by her father since the age of 5. She had went to school and told a teacher who called dcyf. They took her and didn't tell me for 2 weeks what was going on. They told me I couldn't have her till they investigated me to make sure I wasnt in a abusive relationship anymore. I was very upset I wrote to the governor and met with the governor's assistant and wrote to wmur. I didn't stop till I had her and I got her back within 3 months. I have Lilly and Austin all the time with not much help for babysitters. My family doesn't help much with babysitting and good friends are hard to find. So finding a job has been difficult. I don't get child support from Lilly or austins father so I financially take care of everything myself. It's Christmas time and we are still trying to get out family on track and healthy and on the right path. I do a lot of driving and because of my babies I need a car. My car just went. The engine ceased. I need help getting a new car to be able to get places like the store, doctors appintments, school, etc. I don't have many people in my life to help me. So I thought I would give this a shot. I'm not one to ask for help, but I need it. My little family and Ihave been through a lot and we just wanna be happy and enjoy life with my babies. Please help us.......Thank you!