Monique's Medical Fund

$28,150 of $100,000 goal

Raised by 208 people in 29 months
Arica Grafton
on behalf of Marcus Grafton
 MEDFORD, OR
My name is Arica Grafton, and I am the sister-in-law of Monique Grafton. Monique has recently been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. Here is her story:

It began with pain in my low back which I thought was a result of an issue with sciatica. The pain progressed to where I was not sleeping at night and was making everything I did throughout my day, to be close to unbearable. As mothers, we don't want to complain so I did the grin and bare it for almost 6 weeks before seeking help. This lead to scheduling an MRI.
The MRI came back with news I had a tumor on my 5th lumbar spine, which was indeed pressing directly into my sciatica. They told me that day, they thought it looked cancerous but needed to start running tests. When you hear the word cancer, it completely takes over every thought and the mind becomes a battlefield. My heart felt broken. Days felt like months and weeks like years, to just get some answers. All the while, my pain was chronic. Pain meds offered would hardly bring relief being that it was nerve pain.
After a biopsy which revealed metastisized stage 4 squamous cell cancer, the search began for the primary source. Where in my body did my cancer start? After multiple CT scans, PET scans, blood tests, exams and weeks of speculation and no clear answers- radiation was ordered. Primarily to shrink the tumor to stop the pain. Going into it, I was willing to do anything to help get myself out of the pain so I could think straight and begin to face this battle with energy! 

I recently completed 4 weeks of radiation on the tumor on my spine. Still somewhat unsure of where the cancer has started, we have been excepted into the OHSU program out of Portland, OR.  They are suggesting it began in the lungs. They discovered a small nodule in my lungs that although small, it could be the culprit, and I guess could have began years ago, unnoticed, until it metastasized onto my spine. This is of course alarming for someone who does not smoke!
Of course the emotional battle that is faced with my family, trying to deal with the unknown, is the main concern and breaks my heart daily. My husband Marcus and I still have a 15 year old son at home, Devyn who we are deeply involved with all of his sports and activities. Marcus has always volunteered with coaching and I have always enjoyed being involved behind the scenes with whatever that particular sport needed of me as a mom.  We also have two daughters living in Portland trying to make their way (one finishing college). I immediately felt responsible for taking my family down a road of extra financial burden, as I have run a business the last 5 years called "Bash Party Styling" doing what I love, but also helping support my family.  My husband already works so hard for us and he is going to be so tired from all angles, and it won't feel like enough.  My kids are going to have to watch this, and that breaks my heart as well.
This process hadn't begun until October so  we had to pay a full deductible before we could even get help with drugs, and now with the new year, another full deductible is due of over $6,000 and our monthly payments are $750 for insurance on top of this. Copays due at every visit before deductible is met causing us to pay large amounts for my pain meds out of pocket, and now the traveling to Portland will be an additional expense.  This is just the beginning of healing but with that- financial stress.

I am surrounded by family and friends who have offered to help out with daily tasks like cleaning, making dinners, running errands (since I cannot drive now) etc. but the financial needs are growing. We will be traveling to Portland every other week for the next few months as I start chemotherapy and immunotherapy.  I have been advised to continue to strengthen my immune system naturally for the duration which will include raw juice, clean eating, vitamin infusions, physical therapy, acupuncture, other forms of body work, and following a complete care approach to bring complete restoration to my body.  All of this is necessary but as we all know, very expensive.

Marcus and I have always supported ourselves so it has been extremely uncomfortable to accept help from others, but understand now it is better than losing everything we have worked for together, and all of our hopes and dreams for the family. It was suggested from friends and family that we begin a gofundme account. So here we are, and with much much appreciation, we thank you for reading our story and being a part of my healing.

With love,
The Grafton Family
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From Monique:

I don't know how to begin this note; I am hoping to find the right words to express my appreciation as I write this. I have slowly been going thru this list and started writing individual "thank you's" as I have energy so bear with me and I will get to you all - not that I think anyone expects that, it's just more that I have a need to do that. Truly if I could give a virtual hug to every single person, that would make me the happiest.

In the last two weeks, I have been feeling better and better. I don't know if it's the radiation that is continuing it's job of shrinking the tumor on my spine or the nerve medicine that I started right about the time radiation ended that is doing the trick - but whatever it is, I am beyond grateful. I can sleep fully on my back (which I was not able to before) and am able to extend my leg straight while lying down without the assistance of a thousand pillows propping me in every direction. It has also eliminated one of my husband’s jobs of having to help me get adjusted in bed every night, for which I am sure he is grateful too even though he never uttered a word about it. I was also able to attend my son's basketball game and cheer thru the whole thing with minimal pain. The parents that I get to surround myself with are really the greatest group of parents - I have always thought that - but now I know for sure.

As explained already I think (brain is a bit foggy these days) I am an introvert and my home is my favorite place to be - having a ton of attention thrust upon me is extremely difficult for me to accept. When the gofundme account went live, my sister-in-law & mother-in-law called me first to "warn" me and I literally sat on my couch and put a pillow over my face to hide - I know, ridiculous. But I was mortified.
Coincidentally on the very same day, we were making phone calls to make sure my insurance was going to cover OHSU and my new oncologist and found out after hours on the phone - that they indeed were not covered. Here we go again. Fortunately I had until the 15th to switch my insurance coverage to a company that would cover my care. Without being political, the very best thing about Obama Care is that insurance companies canNOT turn you down for pre-existing illnesses so we had hope. We eventually, after days of phone calls & going in circles, were able to obtain new coverage that will take care of me at OHSU and for not too much more than we are already paying. Overall, things are going in a positive direction for my next battle which is chemotherapy and I'm ready...I think :)

I cannot say enough "thank you's" for the support from my amazing family, friends, neighbors and most especially to the complete strangers & anonymous donors - my heart can hardly take it. If not a dollar were donated, and all I received were the messages, I swear to you it would be enough. I have cried for days about it. I am crying again talking about crying - haha - it doesn't take much these days I guess. The absolute best part of going public is that I have gained an army of people praying for me. I have always loved God and have always believed in the power of prayer so please keep it up – he is listening!

I live my life knowing that the universe is always giving us lessons to learn and I am constantly telling my kids the same. When you learn better, you do better. It's your job as a human. I am learning now to receive and when I am done receiving thru this stupid cancer thing, I will be more of a giver. Not that we weren’t before, but I could have been better. You have all shown me how to do that in so many different ways. For that, I thank you all.
With Love,
Monique
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Sharing an update this morning! This is so beyond wonderful how community comes together in a loving response to a beautiful friend in this time! Thank you to each and every gift. Thank you for sharing the page and helping Monique and her family feel hopeful!!
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Tamara Miller
29 months ago
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Monique I would love to give you some hours at organic elements spa, ladies lounge especially the salt room would be healing for you. PM me

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Dawn Schwieb
29 months ago
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Praying for you - Dawn (Noel's sister). Also, a good friend of ours beat stage 4 cancer - twice (2 different types). He's a well spring of great info on how best to approach medical treatment, docs, info, etc. Text me at 858.243.4916 if you'd like his number. He's already hoping you contact him. Love and support for you and your family are all around, in many more places than you can imagine.

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Natasha Neathamer Adams
29 months ago
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Wish I could have done more for you, than what I donated. Your mom did my hair for years!! You were always so nice and have a lovely family. I'm hoping you get the treatment you deserve and praying for a speedy recovery. Hugs, Natasha

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Jude Santana
29 months ago
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You're on the right path; prayers, radiation, chemo, DIET. Let me know if you have side effects from radiation or chemo, been there, done that. We're so proud of you. Hugs and love. Ruben & Jude

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$28,150 of $100,000 goal

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Created January 6, 2017
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Dennis & Patti Medley
28 months ago
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Phil and Cara Gibson
29 months ago
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Monique we are so sorry to hear about all you are going through. We are praying for you and your family.

Tamara Miller
29 months ago
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Monique I would love to give you some hours at organic elements spa, ladies lounge especially the salt room would be healing for you. PM me

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Dawn Schwieb
29 months ago
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Praying for you - Dawn (Noel's sister). Also, a good friend of ours beat stage 4 cancer - twice (2 different types). He's a well spring of great info on how best to approach medical treatment, docs, info, etc. Text me at 858.243.4916 if you'd like his number. He's already hoping you contact him. Love and support for you and your family are all around, in many more places than you can imagine.

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Natasha Neathamer Adams
29 months ago
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Wish I could have done more for you, than what I donated. Your mom did my hair for years!! You were always so nice and have a lovely family. I'm hoping you get the treatment you deserve and praying for a speedy recovery. Hugs, Natasha

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Jude Santana
29 months ago
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You're on the right path; prayers, radiation, chemo, DIET. Let me know if you have side effects from radiation or chemo, been there, done that. We're so proud of you. Hugs and love. Ruben & Jude

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