Surviving Suicide

A piece of my story ‌I'm raising money to help me survive after the love of my life committed suicide practically in front of me. I had to try to keep him alive and had his brains in my hands trying to stop the bleeding. It was surreal and didnt feel like real life. We lived together, but he handled most of the bills and his name was on the lease, and I handled the home life. When he died I was immediately without a home and there were a couple of big big bills that were in both of our names and now only in mine. It was easy with 2 incomes, but with one, it now seems insurmountable with the added medical bills because of the trauma i have suffered mentally from the incident. I had to uproot my life and move across the country with only the things I could fit in my car. On top of that I'm taking classes to pursue a career in acting and that will cease to exist because I have so much to pay for, but the idea was amazing. My job refuses to transfer me because they know i now need help and it's not good for business, even though they have a center right here in Phoenix. Right now I'm on short term disability but my job will end that soon, so I've been searching for a new job.

In the past year i have had 2 miscarriages, I tested positive for the BRACA 1 gene (breast cancer gene). My mom passed in 2011 from Ovarian cancer which is why I got tested) and was told by doctors that I have a 70% chance of getting breast cancer so I should have a double mastectomy and hysterectomy by the time I'm 35 which is why we were trying so hard to make our family. Nothing has gone right for me, but I continue no matter what. 

I am putting my pride aside and admitting I need help. I don't have a goal because anything helps but they make me put one so i just put a number. If you don't have a dollar to spare, then just pray for me and at minimum share this. Thanks guys.

Ive posted a video of me explaining the story.

Much Love!Piece of My Story Video (Click Here)