Looking for somewhere to stay.

Well I’ve been living with my mom after moving back because of a break up a few years back. Now this is were things are interesting because my mother isnt like most moms. I don’t wanna speak ill against her but she’s pretty impossible and super unreasonable. My gpaw is on his death bed which effects me emotionally. I’ve made my peace with him but it is still hard. On top of that among other things. The day where she said she was kicking me out for the 99999999999 bagelion time. She told me I had to leave before the end of the day. Followed by two days of her unplugging the Internet. Because I didn’t wanna stop doing what I was aka working on videos that never got uploaded because the only source of internet I had was my hotspot. I’ve done good and bad all over the place. I think most of us have. I couldn’t stay there anymore so I packed my whole life into my car and left. Few hours later I got into a car accident. My car was how I made money believe it or not I’m a Lyft and Uber driver when I’m not streaming or posting. So now I have no place to stay which I was almost close to getting with the help of Matt. This dude has saved us time and time again. He’s a amazing person but now I have no way to keep a place. Income on YouTube is low but I wasn’t worried about that because of Lyft and Uber. Now I know you guys are going to say shouldnt Insurance cover that well yeah they do but the car is going to be totaled out and I’m not even sure if my pc still works because it was in passenger seat with all of my eq. I’m here cause my friends told me swallow my pride. I just hate feeling like a charity case. I feel hopeless I’m not sure what to do. Imma have to find a new means of income, a place to live and a new form of transportation. I mean the car can wait I’m used to walking and riding bikes. That’s what I did till I was 20 years old and was able buy my first car. 2 miles to college to miles back home and 2 miles to work when I worked at Walmart. If you’ve been around you know. There’s prob a shit ton of errors in this. That’s because this is raw emotions. For the first time in my life I don’t know what to do I usual try to come up with a good escape plan but this time I feel like there’s no exit. YOU DONT HAVE TO DONATE to help me but if you do it’s greatly appreciated. Kind words and prays will do fine for me.

ShinoBeenUseless

Ps. I’ve included pictures of my baby and it look like it can be fixed but when I spoke with the mechanic he said my under carriage was damaged to bad that the insurance company will just totaled it out because the damage value is the same as the value of my car.

Thank you for your kind words and prayers