Kamal Abdul-Khaaliq

    I get to ask you to participate in the tuition of my  life because it allows me to experience the gift of receiving by embracing vulnerability to ask. I taught myself to put my head down and not to communicate asking for help for such a long time I limited myself from the impact we get to have of each other.

    In my basic training lead by MIIT I learned to shape my awareness  of being open and honest of my current Limiting beliefs, insecurities, and by accepting where I was at learned the value of digging to discover what I can empower in my life.

     I’m not afraid to share my family has suffered for my public adoration with my private isolation of my Attitude and actions toward them.  

    I’m not ashamed to state how timid, scared, and angry I was to experience being present with my wife in intimacy, conversation, and partnership.      

      I’m not nervous to share how numb, impulsive, and comfortable I was with my insecurities and lack of self worth. I dare to say for the past 17 years I have acted like a immature boy instead of behaving like a mature man.

  I know God is the giver of all that we receive yet as powerful and humbling a lesson it is to ask I just get in the habit to ask. I get to continue my training for the next 5 months  to discover  the impact of who I am to affect change in myself, my family, you and others in my path. I get to let my guard down so I can get out of my own way to give back to those I’m connected with. 

  I’m no longer afraid of a bright and brilliant future I ask you to invest in as I am in a life  lived continuously and repetitiously in a abysmal past.  I am grateful for whatever you can give knowing the ability for me to receive is a reminder to serve more lovingly and passionately my true honest, open expression of my life!