Homegoing For My Sweet Lump

I’m a loving Grandmother who loves each and everyone of my grandkids, and all children. (No child is left behind in my eyes)From birth and years after I took on the role of raising two of my grandkids.  They became my children not merely my grandchildren. They were MINE! My livelihood, my whole purpose of life . As the years went by as life often brings tragedy struck August 5, 2015 I lost my 10 year old grandson to a senseless act of gun violence. As hard as it was, and as the unrelenting pain continued to thrive I held on. Doing everything I could do as I have always done for anyone and more so poured my full graceful & every intention in my life to my sweet baby Lump. Battles with health issues, life, test & trials I gave everything to my God! On July 4, 2019 exactly 3years and 1 month away from his little brothers tragic anniversary. My sweet baby lump went missing as we were celebrating the holiday at a river. Over 12 plus hours everyone, and all officials did everything they could do to find him & his 13 year friend. No luck!! At approximately 2:00 p.m. July 5, 2019 my sweet baby & his friend were found & unfortunately deceased. My world collapsed as my purpose in my life was gone (this is how I felt) I had now lost both my babies! The coincidence is His brother died (as stated) August 5,2015 while his birthday was July 26 and now him  presumed deceased on July 5, 2019, while his birthday is August 26!! (Read that again)! What am I to do? Money is scarce , times are extremely hard,  Please read this and understand my pain and my need for help! I’m asking anyone with it in their hearts to donate & help me send my sweet baby home to be with his brothers. Thank you all in advance.