My reason for living... John Etter

This campaign is to aid in my husband's (John) medical journey and recovery. High school sweethearts, we celebrated our 40th anniversary this past February and he is simply my reason for living. He was admitted to the hospital on Saturday morning, May 20th with acute renal failure and pulminary cardiac arrest. Once admitted it was discovered he had a massive infection that first had to be treated before all else and ultimately, we have in fact been battling two infections, with the specialists unable to determine the sources of due to his lack of coherency to participate in invasive procedures and testing.
Our lives, our future have been further compromised by the fact we lost our insurance coverage earlier this year. If you, our dearest and treasured friends, know us at all, you recognize us as being the fixers, the doers, the ones that make things happen for others and I, honor bright, never ever ever in my life did I imagine having to write this post. But we are at a desperate juncture and without health coverage and John being our soul provider, we purely simply totally completely are in need of a helping hand.
I know his medical bills alone with mount into the 10's and 10's of thousands and when they ask you to provide a goal amount, all I can think of as a goal is for my beloved to be returned to me. You all know that I create brightly and positively and blessedly and LOVE just the same. If I could just ask for your help at this time, I promise to return it back out into the world a thousand times over.
I am prepared to eliminate my accumulated collections and personal belongings to aid in our situation but the need is far too immediate for this to have any impact but I will be doing anything and everything to contribute as well........
I apologize for the lengthy request but you know I love to talk and laugh and share and dream for all of us, have a genuinely most blessed day and thank you from my heart for any and all consideration.