Helping Me Start My Dream

Coz i suffer from depression and anxiety, it's hard for me to work, i want to turn a Hobby in to my dream of making money thro youtube videos and make it a living.  So i want to do gaming videos of train sim, american truck sim and euro truck sim 2 i also want to add bus sim 19, then if successful i want to add Fifa, F1 And WW2K. I have so many ideas of what i want ta do.  The Money will go to helping  me getting the starting equipment which will included a microphone, the editing program and a few dlcs so that I can bring some good simulation content, It would mean so much for me as iam really struggling  and i feel like my dream will not come true, the money i make from the youtube videos will go bk into improving the channel. This is not sumthing iam taking lightly and sumthing i want to work hard at and bring good content to my subscribers and all those that watch, i will even set up a fb page were ppl can talk and help me improve the channel and were i can save screenshots and they can suggest videos. To anyone that helps me thank you so much in advance i appreciate whatever help you are able to give me no matter how big or how little ur support is,  as it will all help achieve my dream. Again thank you so much in advance as this will mean so much to me. Thank You.