Help Abra Transition

Relaunching this campaign has been one of the hardest things for me to do but I think I need to do this to be okay.

Hi, I'm Abra and I'm a trans woman.

I came out originally as gender fluid in 2014 and slowly made the transition to nonbinary woman for about the past year or so but I know now who I am and it's not nonbinary.

I'm a girl.
Point blank.

I have put this off for months because I figured it would go away. But it hasn't. I suffer from extreme episodes of depersonalization due to my dysphoria about my Adam's Apple and my genitals. I know now that the only way for me to feel completely whole and at peace with my body is to pursue gender confirmation surgery. 

But those surgeries cost a lot of money. More than I can dream of having right now. And so I need help.
As of right now, these are the procedures I need to be able to pay for. 

-Facial Feminisation Surgery or FFS
   -Specifically
        -a trachea shave

-Gender Confirmation Surgery
     -Specifically:
        -the Suporn method for neo-vaginal sexual reassignment surgery

Cost Breakdown
-$18000 for gender confirmation surgery
-$6,000 for trachea shave
-$3600 for appointment deposit
-$4500 for Travel and Hotel for me and a partner (I will not be able to take care of myself during recovery)
-$3000 After Care and Sustainability until I can return to work/ about 2-4 months (I don't get Paid Time Off)

Where does the money go?

The money is deposited monthly into a savings account that I don't ever touch so as to ensure that any and all contributions go straight to where they were intended. 

I know it looks like a lot. It's because it is a lot. I used to say I could survive without this surgery. I don't think I can anymore.

So please, if you can give, give. And if you can't (believe me I understand) please share this post.

Thank you again for your kindness.