Help me go to a mental health treatment center

"There is always light at the end of the tunnel". I have been fighting to see and feel that light since I was a child. I am very outgoing. I love to make people laugh and I love taking care of my animals, friends and family. I do see the beauty in life but however happy I look on the outside, on the inside I am now diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, bipolar type 2, anxiety, depression, anorexia and PTSD. Things started going wrong when I was around 6 years old. I had started therapy after a trauma that happened to me starting at the age of 4. As life went on and after a few more traumas, I was admitted as an inpatient in a psych ward when I was in my 10th year of school. Since that first time I have been hospitalized a dozen more times. The hospital, though helpful in moments of being suicidal, is not a long term solution. I cant go on like this. Just keeping things calm on the surface and trying to not feel the lava pouring in my brain. If I am not dealing with the underlying issues, I will keep using the harmful coping mechanisms that I have developed. It affects everyone around me and I can no longer keep hurting the people I love. I am now 20 and I feel like i am at a dead end. Jumping from therapist to therapist, group to group and hospital to hospital. I want to have a job and live alone and function normally but I wont be able to do any of that if I dont get the help I need. Please help me help myself. The treatment center is in Alberta and has an incredible success rate and the program is personalized to my needs. The center is called "the addiction recovery network" if you wanted more information. If you do decide to help I would be eternally grateful. Thank you!