Help Bury Baby Tristian

I recently gave birth to two beautiful boys. I started having complications with my blood pressure then I found out that I was spilling protein and had developed preclampisa so I was rushed to have an emergency c-section. The first week was exciting and new to me as being a first time mom . I wasn't educated on many diseases premature babies could develop so I didn't pay the signals any mind. Tristian wasn't really interested in his feedings so the doctors placed a feeding tube in his nose to help with his feeds he also would throw up after every feed which I didn't really think nothing bad about because most babies throw up after a nice burp. Tristian also had diarrhea for a couple days , Tristian developed NEC a disease that infects babies intestines so they rushed him to the children's hospital where a surgeon would look at him. Tristan started to look different as the days went by his belly was very swollen and his breathing begin to decrease so the doctors put him on a breathing tube to help with his breathing . On September 19 the day of Tristians surgery I got the worst news of my life that the disease had spread to 95% of his intestines and that the intestines were gain green and that they were dead. Being a first time mom and only 19 it was hard for me to take all of this in I decided that my son had enough suffering and laid him at rest I'm asking for any donation to help with Tristians funeral expenses he was only 2 weeks old and I never expected to be burying my son .