John Roy - Helping his family

$26,005 of $500k goal

Raised by 203 people in 23 months
John Smedley  POWAY, CA
John Roy passed away on October 14th 2014. He is survived by his wife Bianca and their 4 children. John was a devoted Father and Husband and loved spending time with his family. The purpose of this funding drive is to donate money to his family. It's never easy for a family to deal with the loss of a loved one, but it's a particularly tough time financially for the family. Please help support John's family as they go through this incredibly tough time. All money donated (beyond the 5% that gofundme takes) will go directly to Bianca and his children. John was an incredibly talented artist and worked on nearly every game we made at SOE. He loved making games and was one of the most talented artists we have. He will be greatly missed by his friends here at SOE. I wanted to mention one other thing here. John suffered greatly from depression, and ultimately this horrible disease is what killed him when he took his own life. Depression is a horrible disease that can lead people down a very dark road. John fought this disease hard with his wife Bianca at his side every step of the way and even though he fought it bravely, ultimately he died because of it. Your generosity is going to help with John's 4 kids college funds and many expenses. 

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Roderick Moyes
23 months ago

I only got to know John for a short time, when he answered an add looking for a guitarist for my crazy band idea. He was like a God send. We immediately hit it off, and bringing him onboard during the foundation of the band was hugely important to getting us off the ground. His talents as a player were immense, and he had an incredible knack for getting exactly the right sound and feel for every song we did. Even after playing guitar for more than 30 years myself, I learned a great deal from him in the few months we played together. He inspired me and made me strive to improve. During that time, he and I had many talks about depression and the struggles that accompany it. Like John, I too have fought it for my entire life. He was the first person I have ever met who really seemed to understand it and experience it like I had. We both saw being in a band as a form of therapy and a chance for experiencing true joy. Unfortunately, John's struggles led to him quitting the band. The other band members and I were very sad to see him go and made every effort to get him to change his mind. We stayed in touch periodically, but not enough. I was looking through my phone recently and saw the last text message from him and thought that I really needed to give him a call. I didn't know it was already too late. I found out last Thursday about his passing, and was crushed. I can't convey how devastated I am for his family. They have been in my thoughts since I heard the news. I may not have known him for very long, but he had a huge impact on me and I will miss him terribly. There's a song we performed wherein the lyrics ask "How many times have you let depression win the fight?" We called it our anthem, and I believe we found found strength in its message. The band continues on, we continue to perform at local venues. I don't know if I will ever be able to perform that song without getting a little choked up. It will be a challenge for sure. Certainly, it will always make me think of John. We will be dedicating our November 19th show at Brick by Brick to John. My sincere and heartfelt condolences to his family and close friends. Rod Moyes and The Obscure80's

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Gigette Marie
23 months ago

We briefly met John Roy. However, he was definitely one of those people that made the world a better place because he was a very kind person. We are so sorry to hear this news.

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Josh Whitaker
23 months ago

I explored the planets John helped create in such vivid detail. It was at those moments that I too was experiencing personal pain and John's worlds helped me cope and escape. My thoughts are with your family at the time of this terrible loss.

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Robert Rule
23 months ago

I may be unable to donate money, but I'll donate my condolences to John's family in its place. Rest in Peace, John Roy and continue working on all the art for those who never had a chance to know you.

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$26,005 of $500k goal

Raised by 203 people in 23 months
Created October 16, 2014
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Rob Taylor
13 months ago

TY for so many great moments in SWG.

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Sandy Kearney
17 months ago

Thanks Raph.....I wasn't even aware......re ignite the cause!

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Roderick Moyes
23 months ago

I only got to know John for a short time, when he answered an add looking for a guitarist for my crazy band idea. He was like a God send. We immediately hit it off, and bringing him onboard during the foundation of the band was hugely important to getting us off the ground. His talents as a player were immense, and he had an incredible knack for getting exactly the right sound and feel for every song we did. Even after playing guitar for more than 30 years myself, I learned a great deal from him in the few months we played together. He inspired me and made me strive to improve. During that time, he and I had many talks about depression and the struggles that accompany it. Like John, I too have fought it for my entire life. He was the first person I have ever met who really seemed to understand it and experience it like I had. We both saw being in a band as a form of therapy and a chance for experiencing true joy. Unfortunately, John's struggles led to him quitting the band. The other band members and I were very sad to see him go and made every effort to get him to change his mind. We stayed in touch periodically, but not enough. I was looking through my phone recently and saw the last text message from him and thought that I really needed to give him a call. I didn't know it was already too late. I found out last Thursday about his passing, and was crushed. I can't convey how devastated I am for his family. They have been in my thoughts since I heard the news. I may not have known him for very long, but he had a huge impact on me and I will miss him terribly. There's a song we performed wherein the lyrics ask "How many times have you let depression win the fight?" We called it our anthem, and I believe we found found strength in its message. The band continues on, we continue to perform at local venues. I don't know if I will ever be able to perform that song without getting a little choked up. It will be a challenge for sure. Certainly, it will always make me think of John. We will be dedicating our November 19th show at Brick by Brick to John. My sincere and heartfelt condolences to his family and close friends. Rod Moyes and The Obscure80's

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Gigette Marie
23 months ago

We briefly met John Roy. However, he was definitely one of those people that made the world a better place because he was a very kind person. We are so sorry to hear this news.

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Josh Whitaker
23 months ago

I explored the planets John helped create in such vivid detail. It was at those moments that I too was experiencing personal pain and John's worlds helped me cope and escape. My thoughts are with your family at the time of this terrible loss.

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Robert Rule
23 months ago

I may be unable to donate money, but I'll donate my condolences to John's family in its place. Rest in Peace, John Roy and continue working on all the art for those who never had a chance to know you.

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