Help me obtain higher consciousness

! Hello my brothers and sisters:) I am a  positive, loving ,Free Flowing spirit. I connect with everyone and everything on some level. I observe simply more likeness than differences. I AM ME! I do not accept judgement or negativity into my heart. I love to learn and to help others. I am the middle child of 11 children.  I am raising this money to attempt to leave Ferguson, Missouri in search of enlightenment! I have a passion for nuturing and loving all things living and non living.The money will be used to help develope and evolve my perception of life and all it's wonders . This means so much to me because I have never left MISSOURI.  I am grateful to anyone who can help in my cause 1 or 2 dollars can go such a long way. I am grateful for all acts of kindness that lead me closer to new people, experiences, and places! I will be so thankful to anyone who can donate and share! I am sending positive vibes for all the hands that heal, and hearts that L O V E :)