Moving out of my toxic home...

Why Do I need the money? I struggle in a toxic home full of domestic abuse, mostly emotional and mental. I have been to a mental hospital and I am on medication for MDD but it’s simply not enough when I am always at home. Me and my boyfriend have been wanting to move out for this reason since we graduated in 2019. Unfortunately, a month before we were supposed to move out Covid-19 hit... and since then we both have been struggling financially to be able to move out properly. I have put up with my family since, but my mental health is deteriorating and I’m going to be a danger to myself and others if this continues, so my goal is to move out before that happens. I have tried very hard not to ask others for help but I simply do not want to end up in a hospital. I have a bit of money in savings but that is quickly disappearing as I have been paying for vet visits and food for my new rescue cat I found on the street. My boyfriend is complete dry in savings, a majority went to paying for his grandmas new car as she totaled it 2 times. So now we are both in a state of crisis for me mentally and him financially and I desperately need to leave my home. We both only just now got jobs yet mine is seasonal so I’m still searching, but the $1500 is strictly start up money, anything after I’m confident we’ll both have permanent jobs by then. Again... I hate asking but my mental health is a risk.
Why $1500: I plan on using the $1500 on deposits for both my pet fees and rent fees, and any extra will be used for Rent.
When will the money be used? We plan on moving out officially somewhere mid January when my boyfriend graduates college. (he’s going into CNC!)
Anything helps! I need to move into a safe place!
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