Shaking My Red Solo Cup

I am lying here hooked up to heart monitors, PIK lines, bed monitors and whatever. Seriously I am not sure what some of these leads are for. I keep getting phone calls from my landlord, utility companies, my bank, credit card companies. Everything is past due, and I don't care about anything for now except the rent ($900) and power company (@$200) phone service ($62). But I am stuck here in this hospital bed and not able to do anything. I've applied for disability, but that takes time. I've been denied twice, but I keep trying. I've used my saving and my retirement money. I am now desperate and asking for help is so hard, but I have no other way. I am shaking my red Solo cup and asking for help.c