Sam has cancer AGAIN FFS!!

Sam has been diagnosed with cancer. For the third fucking time.

Sam is me.

This isn't a "raise money for Sam" gofundme, this is a "Sam opened a business a year ago and since then has had 2 separate cancer diagnoses AHAHAHAHAA" gofundme.

I don't want my business to fail. At all.

I opened The Library very nearly a year ago. I have wanted to own my own bar since I was 7years old. I've been in the industry since I was 15. I've always wanted to do this, and last year I was given the opportunity to buy my own bar and realise my dream.

A month into it, I was diagnosed with High Grade Spindle Cell Sarcoma. Pretty rare, and hard to say three times when you're drunk.

I wasn't too concerned - I had cancer when I was 25 with Hodgkins Lymphoma, so I knew the processes and whatnot.

This one is scary - it's a reoccurrence of the Sarcoma BUT this time, it's spread to my lungs.

I have no idea what I'm going into with this one. I don't know how they can "fix" the lung bit, and the issues I had after the second lot of cancer is still current. Not to sound too dramatic, but I've lived every day in pain since the end of June last year. Boo. I have a scan soon to determine whether or not the cancer has spread further than its current location. Until then, I'm literally in limbo.

The Library has become a safe space for so many people since I opened it. Together with my team, we have supplied our local town with live music, an art space, a safe space for the queer community, a great food joint, and a loving, friendly, open venue to just chill and vibe in. I am so proud of my bar, and I do not want it to suffer just because I am.

So please, if you can, give us a hand. Anything will help. I mean, even coming into the bar and spending money will help.

Many thanks. Love ya x