Help me get back on my feet

(Edit: The attacker is in jail on 3 charges: rape, domestic violence, and trapping me as to not be able to call for help(I forget what they called it. I am scatter brained atm))

I was assaulted (beat up and raped) at 2am early this morning and it hurt me and broke my heart. I was rushed to the hospital via ambulance they did a cat scan of my head and a rape kit.
I will now have to live my life knowing what happened and it hurts me so much to know that I do not matter at all.
Beating on someone and raping them is never okay. Not even for any justified reasoning in your mind.
I am hurt and will never get over any of this. I meant nothing to you and now I am living, knowing that too.
You should have wanted to protect and love me not hurt me like that.
Some things you can never come back from and this really hurt me. Physically, mentally, and emotionally I am beat down.
The police now have the video footage of this happening to me via our home surveillance systems.

He controlled everything. All of the cars are in his name. My checking account has him on it. I am going to have a heck of a time trying to get on my feet. 
I am starting with nothing. No family to help me either. I have never had family that could help financially. 
I need to start by getting a car and hope in the mean time I do not lose my job. 
I am really scared.