Please Join my Quest to become happy, btm surgery

Hello, first and foremost thank you to everyone who helps donate to others in need. I am creating this page today because without the help of you, i will never be able to afford my lower/bottom surgery. I wish for nothing more than to wake up content in the skin im in and have it reflect back what i see in my head. But that requires surgery. And at around 80k, its 100% unfeasible for me to even fund this like i got loans for my top surgery (still 8k in debt.) If you ever met anyone that knew me, theyd say im always there to help someone in need within my ability. But they might also tell you in the saddest person they know. 25 years and im still waiting to live life. PLEASE help me become the man i need to be. I dont want to become another statistic.. i dont have anywhere else to turn. If you have any ability to, thank you so much. I cannot express enough gratitude towards every single one of you. You are all lifes real MVPs.