MY ULTIMATE RECOVERY

THIS IS A VERY HEART FELT PLEA FOR HELP. SERIOUSLY! AS YOU MAY KNOW, MY FIANCE DANNY AND I DIDNT MAKE IT THROUGH THE LONG HAUL. VERY, VERY SAD, YET TRUE. I AM IN LONG BEACH AS OF JULY 10, 2014. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I NEED YOUR HELP TO ACHIEVE SHELTER AND TO GET ON MY FEET. THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS IN MY LIFE TO DO, NEXT TO BATTLING CANCER. CERVICAL THAT SPREAD TO MY LIVER, WHICH RESULTED TO KIDNEY FAILURE. I'VE BEEN FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS. 3 ROUNDS OF INTENSE CHEMO, ONE WAS CHEMO & RADIATION. AS OF JUNE 13TH (FRIDAY MIND YOU, AND MY SON MARSOLS BIRTHDAY) I AM IN REMISSION.....SO I FEEL!!! I REFUSED TO KNOW IF TREATMENT WAS SUCCESSFUL. WHY? BECAUSE I WILL NOT EVER EVER PUT ANOTHER DROP OF TOXIC POISON IN MY BODY....EVER AGAIN! THUS, THE REASON FOR NOT WANTING THE RESULTS OF MY BIOPSY!! I CHOOSE TO LIVE EACH AND EVERYDAY WITH THE UTMOST ZEST FOR LIFE...I CAN NOT AND WILL NOT TAKE ANYONE OR ANYTHING FOR GRANTED, INCLUDING YOU! THIS IS VERY, VERY HUMBLING FOR ME. PRIDE, EGO AND VANITY HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS. I NEED HELP TO START A NEW BEGINNING IN LIFE. I LITTERLY HAVE NOTHING. ZERO. IT IS NOW THAT I NEED YOUR HELP TREMENDOUSLY! THERE IS NO DONATION THAT IS TOO SMALL. $5 IS JUST AS WONDERFUL AS $100...BELIEVE ME, NOT ONE CENT WILL BE OVERLOOKED NOR WILL IT GO UNSPOKEN FOR. I HAVE A TINY, TINY STUDIO THAT THESE FUNDS ARE GOING TO....IM HOMELESS. PLEASE, HELP ME GET A START. THIS IS NOT YOUR OBLIGATION NOR IS IT YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. ITS SOMETHING THAT MUST COME FROM YOUR HEART. IF YOU THINK $5 OR $10 WILL NOT MAKE A DIFFERENCE, YOUR WRONG!! VERY WRONG! ITS NOT ABOUT STATUS PEOPLE....ITS ABOUT ME, AND MY LIFE. IVE COME A VERY, LONG WAY. IT AMAZES ME THAT I AM ALONE AND IN THIS SITUATION. I WAKE UP EVERYDAY THANKING GOD FOR YET ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE, YET I STILL FEEL LOST...AGAIN, THERE IS NO AMOUNT THAT IS TOO SMALL. I BELIEVE THERE IS AN OPTION OF ANINIMTY....BUT THAT SHOULDNT MATTER MY FRIENDS. ITS COMING FROM YOUR HEART. IF YOUR TOO EMBARRASED CUZ YOU THINK $5 WONT MAKE A DIFFERENCE, KEEP IT. IT HAS TO BE FROM YOUR HEART. PLEASE UNDERSTAND, THIS ISNT EASY FOR ME.... I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU IN ADVANCE, FOR HAVING THE COURAGE AND DESIRE TO HELP ME...I LOVE YOU ALLLLL TO THE HIGHEST OF HIGHS!
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