My Youngest Son Is Gone-Please Help
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Oh My Goodness...
For those of you knowing what I and my family have experienced in May... you can only try to imagine what this feels like right now... to have to do this all over again!!! Almost two months apart; I get the same news; both on a Monday morning. What is going on? Whatever it is it certainly feels like something is doing it's best to crumble me into one thousand and one pieces all at once.
Now it is my youngest son Q. Kedem; known as Ary. Ary's positive attributes was being the protector, the sharp business man, the helpful one, the genius at repairing electronics, the helpful & fun uncle, the funny one with the sweetest smile and squinty eyes that disappeared because he smiled so hard. I so looked forward to seeing him mature into an old, wise, mentor for other young men that may be going through some of the same changes he had to go through to survive and rise above the emotions that come with the life we all have been given.
I so looked forward to getting myself in a position soon that I could, by surprise one day help him with his unfinished business and give him a fresh new start in life... as with all of my youth- I feel they deserve so much better.
So now, what do I need funds for? I am currently unemployed but studying to get a state license for a new career path. I need resources for making final arrangements, for cremation, travel to and from Fayetteville to close up loose ends related to my sons' departure, bringing family together for healing and mourning, once again...
Young people in their 20's especially are such tender souls, usually with complicated childhoods, leading to feelings that need to be healed.
You are not alone in your struggles. Please remember that feelings come and go; this is very hard for me right now, and I do not know what else to say except that I am hurting inside really, really bad.
For those of you knowing what I and my family have experienced in May... you can only try to imagine what this feels like right now... to have to do this all over again!!! Almost two months apart; I get the same news; both on a Monday morning. What is going on? Whatever it is it certainly feels like something is doing it's best to crumble me into one thousand and one pieces all at once.
Now it is my youngest son Q. Kedem; known as Ary. Ary's positive attributes was being the protector, the sharp business man, the helpful one, the genius at repairing electronics, the helpful & fun uncle, the funny one with the sweetest smile and squinty eyes that disappeared because he smiled so hard. I so looked forward to seeing him mature into an old, wise, mentor for other young men that may be going through some of the same changes he had to go through to survive and rise above the emotions that come with the life we all have been given.
I so looked forward to getting myself in a position soon that I could, by surprise one day help him with his unfinished business and give him a fresh new start in life... as with all of my youth- I feel they deserve so much better.
So now, what do I need funds for? I am currently unemployed but studying to get a state license for a new career path. I need resources for making final arrangements, for cremation, travel to and from Fayetteville to close up loose ends related to my sons' departure, bringing family together for healing and mourning, once again...
Young people in their 20's especially are such tender souls, usually with complicated childhoods, leading to feelings that need to be healed.
You are not alone in your struggles. Please remember that feelings come and go; this is very hard for me right now, and I do not know what else to say except that I am hurting inside really, really bad.
Organizer
Shakeenah Kedem
Organizer
Fort Smith, AR
