I don't want to die. I Need Help monetary help!

My name is Thomas Brundige and my wife Nadia and I live in 29 Palms, CA. About 4 months ago Nadia was diagnosed with colorectal cancer and we were given hope. We were told it was treatable and that everything would be alright by the end of summer. She did about 8 chemotherapy treatments and during her last treatment the oncologist sent us to the hospital for her to get a blood transfusion. No big deal... happens with cancer, but then they want to keep her overnight. The next day they did two MRIs. I didn't think much of it other than it was procedure. Then yesterday the 30th the doctor comes in and tells us that the cancer has taken over her liver and is now in her brain. That she doesn't have much longer to live (worst day of my life). She asked how long and he was about to tell her when I interrupted and told him to please not say. I don't even want to know. Now I am truly in a nightmarish hell. I love her more than anything or anyone on earth. She is the love of my life and never in a hundred years would I have entertained the thought of her dying before me. It's all so surreal... So I am humbly asking for donations, no longer to save her life, but to help in making some memories and giving her some small pleasures in life before she is ripped from my life. I want so badly to try and spoil her before she inevitably dies. I would like to take her to Vegas one last time and somewhere special with her daughter, and to even renew our vowels if possible. We're poor and don't have the means, so if you could find it in your heart to help, I would forever be in your debt. Thank you very much for your consideration and God bless you.